While a lack in writing often times reflects lethargy from the writer, it can also be the result of surrounding environmental conditions. In that sense, my writing hiatus perfectly reflects the current state that engulfs me. It is now Ramadan, and for those who are familiar with the most sacred Muslim holiday of personal sacrifice and discipline, you know that the entire trajectory of life in a Muslim country is altered to adjust to it. Stores close down erratically, fights break out over the price of tea and bread (not that they have changed, but just because it is something to fight over), and finding anything to eat or drink as a non-Muslim seeking to maintain their homeostasis is a serious challenge.

Fortunately for me, however, I managed to spend the first week of this life adjustment on the road. When traveling as a Westerner in Morocco, people assume I am a tourist (despite the beard and tan that I have worked on assiduously over the past two years), and actually expect me to eat and drink during the day hours. This makes for the one time of year that I enjoy sticking out, for it actually works to my advantage if I am not attempting to fast.

Skipping back a bit, last week I did return from yet another month of travel. It started with going to El-Jadida to help out with my final English immersion summer camp. This year camp was done a little differently, with a focus on country clubs instead of the traditional clubs of music, theatre, art, etc. Each camper was assigned to one of 8 countries, and spent the duration of the camp learning about their respective country, while competing against other countries for points. The entire camp was thus turned into a competition between nations towards triumph (which mainly consisted of bragging rights and a piece of paper saying they won- they were nevertheless highly motivated as a whole to beat out their competition and claim victory). Teams were able to win points through demonstrating good English, participation, and points earned in contests.

As the librarian for the camp I was given the ability to create any means of point distribution I saw fit. I decided early on that I would have two contests that would be carried out through the entire camp session for this- a reading race and haiku writing. Without thinking about the implications, I said that I would reward every haiku written with 5 points, which on the point scale was not a small number. Once campers realized the impact of writing these simple short poems, they began to really milk the system for them. By the third day of camp I became overwhelmed with haikus from all directions. Most of them were correct, although could have been a bit more creative. Example:

I like to ride bikes

they are very beautiful

I like to play games

The overflow of such poems became so strong that they began to define my camp experience. As for the team I helped lead, Jamaica, they were down many points and on the last day of camp became haiku writing maniacs, causing them to gain 150 points worth of them and win the camp long competition. Of course, me being the person responsible for such a large point distribution, it was my duty to announce the winning team to the group of 100 campers who had tried their hardest to win, yet simply did not milk the system enough. A daunting task. Despite the mania, camp was great as a whole and I will surely think of it fondly when I am doing something far more dull for work in the future.

Following camp I had about 5 days free before my COS (close of service) conference, so I stayed up north and went to Chefchaouen, a beautiful mountain town about an hour south of the Mediterranean, for a relaxing excursion and a final burning of my remaining vacation days. The small city of about 60,000 people is set on the side of a mountain, with most parts built on a slope. Its building are covered with blue and white, a staple of its beauty. Its surrounding mountainous fields being home to Morocco’s hashish(and therefore, much of the worlds) supply, it’s no wonder that everyone that inhabits the town is so peaceful and friendly, or that amazing artwork can be found behind every corner. After four days of taking in the tranquility, I was ready to move on to other things.

Following that came the time for the event that every PCV patiently awaits 2 years for: the conference that beings the 3 month check out process of our service. The remaining members of the stage (training group) that I swore in with nearly 2 year ago assembled together to reflect on our service and life after the Peace Corps. Needless to say, it was a pretty emotion filled event, and helped to have people re-connect and relate with one another on shared difficulties (especially those of us who are still trying to figure out what we are doing with the rest of our lives). Re-immersion into American society was a big topic, and felt very reminiscent of staging in the states, when we talked about the same sorts of things, but for cultural integration into Moroccan society. A panel of RPCV’s (returned peace corps volunteers) came in to speak with us about their experiences re-integrating helped to see different perspectives on the issue. It was a good eye opener, and helped us realize that maybe more things have changed in ourselves than we are capable of realizing while we are still in Morocco. Daunting yet helped, it was good time.

This brings me back to the present...the hot, sticky, slow, sandy, food deprived present. I have spent the past week hiding inside my house (which is pretty much the only thing to do during the day) and have been working on the many components of preparing myself for leaving Morocco. I have also been semi-fasting in my unceasing attempt to integrate with the locals. Fasting without breaking any of the rules consists of abstaining from all eating, drinking, or smoking of any substances during all daylight hours. In order to do it one must change his daily routine entirely. The way most unemployed people do this is by staying up as late as possible at night and sleeping in as late as possible during the day (see my previous submission from last September entitled “Ramadan: A month of adjustment” for more details). Furthermore, they must wake up at 3:30 in the morning to eat the dinner meal before the sunrise. This part is the hardest for me, in that I am not a morning person, and have difficulty eating anything, let alone a meal large enough to hold me over for the entire day to follow, at 3:30 am. So by “semi-fasting” I mean that I might take a sip of water from time to time, but am obtaining from food during daylight hours as much as I can. Despite the toll this adjustment might play on my health, it seems to be a good mental exercise, and something that I have no intentions of doing later in life while not in a Muslim country, so I might as well try it now.

Whew, that was a long one. Perhaps the diffusion of this entry, like the delay in writing it, also reflects the effect that this time of the year has on me. For those of you who follow this regularly and may have expected more order, I hope you understand. Until next time...

The past month and a half of my life has been more action packed than I could have ever imagined a Moroccan summer to be. Summer days that have previously been spent stuck to my sofa and swatting flies from my face have been substituted with making considerable progress on projects and taking what was easily the craziest(in a good way) vacation of a lifetime.

On the work front, this past month I was approved for the grant for the computer resource center that I have been working on since March. All of the SPA grant funds needed for purchasing 10 computers, 1 new laser printer, and all the things required in order to set them up was transferred to my Moroccan bank account, and just like that, the most daunting and potentially sustainable project that I have pursued in my time here is nearing completion. To top things off, the president of the association that I have been working with for it was recently elected the president of the local governing body in a major sub community of my town, which has given me extra credibility since I am working so closely with him. It’s a nice feeling to have friends and work partners in high places.

In early September I will be meeting with the association members to install everything in the center and have an opening celebration. If I hadn’t already seen the computers I might think that all this project completion is too good to be true. Sustainability here we come (inchallah)!

OK, so now to the good stuff...

COOLEST VACATION OF A LIFETIME:

Gnaoua Festival, tallest mountain in North Africa, and RUNNING OF THE BULLS

Things began by getting out of the desert and heading straight for the beach. After a month in the ruthless summer heat (which I may have mentioned in this blog once or twice before) the beach becomes a magnetic-like force, pulling you inexorably closer until all the sweat and sand is washed away and you can once again think clearly. Another reason for my travels, other than mere sanity maintenance was to check out the annual Gnaoua Music Festival which is held in Essaouira and drawls in people and music from many parts of the world. Upon arrival it was as if I had stepped into another world...one of a variety of different sounds, people, and sights that I had not seen in Morocco in my 2 years here. For 4 days the beach side city of Essaouira becomes packed with people and music and is anything but dull. Wandering through the town is like wandering through a maze full of stimuli that envelop the senses waiting around every corner. Needless to say, it was quite a good way to start off the trip.

After the beachside festivities I moved from ocean line to skyline, as I journeyed to the highest mountain in North Africa, Mount Toubkal, with the intention of climbing it. Given my tight schedule the climb was made even more daunting in that I had to summit and return down the 14,000 foot peak in under 48 hours. A true test of endurance and my 6 year old New Balances, a few of my fellow PCV’s and I managed to make it all the way up within our time limit. After climbing up past the tree line to base camp and spending the night, we moved up and onto the roof of Morocco in under 3 hours...most certainly intense for people who spend their typical days sitting in a coffee shop sipping tea. After exercise of such proportions and exhilaration I don’t think I can ever go back to a gym.

After making it down the mountain, which was much more frightening then the ascent given all the loose rocks, I ventured onward, and made my way to Fes, and from there, straight to Spain.

Spain. So close to Morocco, yet seemingly so very far away. The moment I set foot in the airport in the neighboring country that I had heard so much about, I was reassured that much of what I was told about this first world paradise was true. Modern amenities, no “bonjours”, or inquiries of my religion, and most amazingly, vending machines with beer. With my horribly rusty Spanish and my bag of dirty clothes I set off with my friends to our first Spanish destination, a small rustic beach town in the Girona province.

From Girona we moved on to Barcelona, which has got to be one of the most incredible cities that I have ever visited. Huge, intricate, beautiful, and laid back, it possesses all the characteristics that I often look for in a place. We spent a relaxed 2 days there, exploring parks ubiquitous with talented street musicians, tasting savory food (of a much larger variety than is available in Morocco...and with pork!), roaming the beach, and discovering impressive sites around every corner in the historic district. Despite the sensory overload that this great city had to offer, there was nothing that could have adequately prepared me for what was waiting for me in Pamplona.

We arrived there a day early for the festival, since the early bus was the only one with any seats left. The first few hours there proved to be a good indication of our living conditions for the 3 days to follow. Without a hostel or hotel, and exhausted from the lengthy bus ride with no sleep, our first 5 hours at the place were spent passed out on the grassy area behind the bus station. Watching more than half of the passengers do the same, and seeing them also armed with sleeping bags and tents, it was comforting to know that we were among our own kind.

5 hours later one of my friends and I awoke and ventured out to do some exploring. In just an hour we managed to find a place to drop off our luggage for a small fee, booths to purchase the infamous running of the bulls outfit (white shirt, white pants, red bandanna, and red waist wrap if so desired), and a park to set up camp in for the duration of the festival. This first day was spent relaxing and taking in the sites...little did we know just how mandatory this resting period was.

The follow day was the opening day of the festival. Little did I know that this meant that everything aside from the actual running of the bulls was to start at noon, and to not stop for the next 7 days. By 8 in the morning there were already people crowding the streets with red and white, and running to local grocers to stock up on Sangria and 40 oz’s. The main thing that caught me by surprise initially was just how many people were in on this...everyone. Literally every person in the city, which itself is about 600,000 people large without tourists that come in for the festival, was covered in people wearing these outfits, and preparing for the weeks worth of festivities that were soon to follow.

At 12pm on the dot the party started, just as planned. In a sea of red and white in the center city plaza, my friends and I toasted our various beverages to begin what was easily going to be the craziest party I have ever gone to, and will probably ever go to again. High school aged kids ran around and sprayed each other with wine and various food products, giving us no choice but to accept the inevitability of getting grimy and going with it. Where people weren’t trashing one another, they were shouting various Spanish cheers at the top of their lungs, or beating one another with inflatable bats. In one way or another, every person in that city was partying as if they never had before, and would never do so again.

For 7 days...

When one hears that a party lasts for 7 days, it may be instinctive to assume that such an event would stop occasionally for things such as sleeping, eating, cleaning, and intermittent recuperating. But no, this party does not stop until precisely 7 days from its starting time. After the opening event in the plaza there was some kind of signal (perhaps a gunshot, my mind is a little hazy of this time), which apparently indicated to everyone that is was time to disperse and create mayhem in the long, narrow streets that embody the old city. As far as the eye could see, down every street corner, there were people packed shoulder to shoulder, yet too drunk to mind it. The entire municipality became one drunken organism of red and white, moving capriciously in various directions like that of a planchette from a Ouija Board.

Every once and awhile whilst stumbling through the crowd we would discover a small marching band somehow penetrating through the masses and making their way on some kind of circuitous rout through the clustered city. Every time we would discover one of these, we followed them quite a ways, falling in line with them, dancing, and downing more sangria, in that we knew we would need to pass out early to give us rest for the life threatening activities that were scheduled the following day. We managed to stay awake and agile until about 9:00, when we somehow found a way back to our park, which was by then covered with other campers, and passed out.

The alarm went off at 5am. By the alarm I mean my over excited friend who stuck his head into my tent and said “Let’s go run with some bulls!”, or something to that extent. I got up, put on my 6 year old holey new balances, and we were off to find the starting line. Walking through the city at 5:15 in the morning was no different than walking through it at 8:00 in the evening. The streets were still packed with people, only this time they were a little less energetic, given the now 17 hour drinking, hash smoking, and whatever else might have been out there binge. After having squeezed through the masses and stepped over trash and people passed out in the streets, we made it to what was apparently a spot near the starting line.

While waiting there we met many other English speakers, and spent a good deal of time conversing, trying to determine the best place to actually start running from the 1000 lbs animals, along with strategies for not getting crushed (ie stay with the group, don’t run to the side by yourself, stay away from isolated bulls, and of course, do not consider running if you are still intoxicated from the nights festivities). After about 2 hours of this, we saw a large group of police come in, some of whom appeared to be equipped with riot gear. My friends and I watched as the group made their way through the crowd behind us, formed a tight line, and then slowly began moving forward, thus compressing all of us in front of them, and slowly pushing us backwards through the narrow street.

After about 10 minutes of this cattle like pushing and prodding it occurred to us that we were being kicked out of the course. Another 10 minutes later we were pushed out of the course and into a side alley, after which the police closed a large black gate, preventing re-entry. At this point, with only 20 minutes before the releasing of the bulls, we really started to get concerned that we would miss this insane event that we had travelled so far and prepared so much for (by prepared for I mean going to sleep early and getting decent nights sleep in a park before hand, but even that took considerable effort given the circumstances).

Like chickens with our heads cut off, the hundreds of us that had just been kicked off of the course ran around frantically from alley to alley, dodging the remaining drunkards of the previous evening and getting increasingly desperate for some possible mode of re-entry. After all the exits had been checked and deemed impassable, the one remaining friend in site and I considered the attempt to be futile headed off towards the main arena to try and watch some of the action from there. In desperation to see something through the myriad of bodies piled into every possible viewing space, we climbed up the metal gate of a locked entryway and watched as we heard the starting gun shot and saw the people in the front of the pack start to rush by. And then it happened.

I saw my chance when I noticed a man who was standing at the corner of one of the main fences blocking the track disappear. Without thinking twice, I called out to my friend “there!”, and went for it. As I squeezed around the side of the exterior gate, and then under the bottom rung of the inner-most gate, I could hear the sound of thunder approaching quickly. By the time I was in the course, all I could see at first were hoards people running frantically towards the areas entrance. Curious as to how far back the bulls were, but deciding to not take my chances waiting around for them, I started to jog with the crowd. About 5 seconds after I began to move I turned my head to the side and saw a very large, pissed off animal in my peripheral vision. This is when it clicked in my head “ok, this is very real, and I need to run faster now”. About 15 seconds later I entered the arena, and darted off to the right as 6 animal-tanks stormed off in a straight line from behind me. Taking in how happy I was that I had decided to pick up the pace when I did, I looked around me and was instantly struck by the scene. I was no longer a regular civilian...I was now a gladiator, in the middle of an arena designed for battle, full of spectators with the thirst for blood.

After the last bull entered, the doors were slammed shut, leaving approximately 250 of us in the ring with the savage beasts.

The bulls that ran the run were taken into a back stable, leaving the ring bulless, but only for one minute. Not knowing what was going on, I was busy being captivated by the giant projection of someone getting gored merely minutes before on the runway, when the first bull was released into the pit. A smaller bull, but still very large and dangerous, it stampeded around the sandy circle, getting increasingly angry as people would run up to slap its ass or perform some kind of daring harassment of the sort. Personally, I was comfortable just being a spectator, yet even so had to constantly run around and change positions in order to dodge both the frantic crowd and the bull itself. At several points the shield of people, which I attempted to maintain between me and the bull at all times, broke quickly, putting me eye to eye with the infuriated animal. Fortunately, despite being horrified, I was still able to run like hell and each time managed to escape the horns of death that came hurdling towards me on each of these occasions. This continued for an hour, with about 5 bulls being released into the ring one by one, until finally everyone was kicked out.

The rest of Pamplona stay was spent reentering the debauchery for a day, and then getting the hell out of there. In retrospect, the main thing I can say about this event for anyone who is interested in it is to go there and experience it for yourself. No matter how much it is written about and photographed, no documentation can suffice what it is like to be in this chaotic montage of partying and life risking activities.

The rest of the vacation was spent relaxing on the beach in San Sebastian, about an hour away on the Northern Atlantic coast, and then heading back to Barcelona, from where I headed back to reenter the lifestyle that is so different, yet that I have become so accustomed to that it really did feel like coming back home.

In other news, it is 120 degrees in my house and I have begun to stick to everything I touch. But more on that later. Until next time...

It is now the time of year that I have come to refer to as the tipping point. This is the point when the weather is heating up at what appears to be a few degrees every day, and has an inverse relationship to the amount of activity that goes on in town. I am hesitant to admit that it is summer quite yet, in that I am not yet sweating bullets and forced to sleep with a soaked sheet draped over my naked body for protection from the deadly heat waves trapped inside my oven-turned house, yet it is most certainly getting there.

In one of my many efforts to counteract the feeling of worthlessness that such a raise in temperature and a drop in anything productive tends to engender, I decided to hold a SIDA (French acronym for AIDS) candlelight vigilante at the Dar Chebab last Thursday. Despite my procrastination in advertising for this event, there was a remarkable turnout, and it ended up being a big success.

With a focus on empathy for victims of HIV/AIDS, we started things out with several activities that involved having a volunteer, or volunteers, needing to accomplish a task that required the assistance of audience members for its accomplishment. I always enjoy such activities in that the message pretty much speaks for itself and requires little explanation and analysis in Darija. My favorite of these activities entails taking 3 volunteers from the audience out of the room, and asking the audience members to pick an object in which the volunteers must locate as they come in one by one. When the first volunteer enters, the spectators are instructed to “boo” loudly and obnoxiously (was glad to help with this part) when he/she gets farther to the object, and do nothing when he/she gets farther away. With the second person, people are instructed to “boo” when he/she gets farther, and applaud when he/she gets closer. Finally, with the third person, people are told to cheer him or her on when going towards the object, and provide no negative feedback when going away from it. Gotta love an activity that involves being noisy to make a point.

This was followed by an incredible presentation from my favorite counterpart Merium, the Mudira (principle figure) the Dar Taliba (girls center). Entirely on her own she made up a game similar to “hot potato”, which involved passing a ball of multiple sheets of paper, each with a trivia question about an AIDS/HIV fact (i.e. “How can HIV be transferred?) around in a circle with music playing. Whenever the music stopped, whoever was holding the ball at that time would have to read a question out loud and attempt to answer it, with the audience adding to and critiquing the response as needed. It was probably the most captivating and information heavy activity I have witnessed since being here.

As for the candlelight vigilant itself, it all went according to our last minute haphazard plan. We created an AIDS ribbon in the gravel outside the Dar Chebab, handed out the candles, lit them for the kids, and walla, instant AIDS memorial. Despite it being short lived, it made for a great photo-op and the seemed to be rewarding for the kids. Inchallah, this can be something that future generations of PCV’s and community leaders can continue in the future.

Aside from the vigilante and occasional classes (which have been increasingly wearing thin given the time of year, and the cramming for the high school exams being carried out by my students), the past month has been pretty laid back. Indeed, it is the time of year that for me consists of the accomplishment of personal tasks, continued exploration of my surroundings here (which will not come to an end until my service does), and excessive amounts of relaxation. It is also time for me to begin finalizing my plans for summer travel to Spain, along with post PC travel through West Africa.

Oh, how I will miss my Moroccan summer schedule (along with my Moroccan life “schedule” for that matter). Until next time...

I have now been in this country for more than 20 months. I know this because I have a calendar that helps remind of what it’s like to have a real schedule, and to live in a world where time is more than just a concept, indicated primarily by calls to prayer and the rising and falling of the sun. Yesterday, while I was leading stretches (in Arabic) for a group of 20 young women as part of our basketball practice warm up, I was hit with a realization. It struck me that at this point in my service I have become so comfortable with the foreign milieu that encompasses me that it has reached a point of sub consciousness, in which I pay no mind to just how different my life is to that of the average American. Allow me to illustrate with the other events that made up yesterday for me:

I wake up at 8:00 to a donkey braying right outside my window. I turn to my side, doing my best to go back to my now-hazy dream involving a Boy Scout camping trip from my childhood. Just as the wood-licking flames of the campfire begin to cascade into view, the fly arrives. That fly. The one that always lands on the most inconvenient place possible, at the most inconvenient time possible, and is just as adamant on staying there as I am on killing it. After doing my best to cover my head and other parts of my body, my efforts are deemed futile against the incessant fly asshole, so I figure it is time to get up.

After a breakfast of eggs, cheese, and instant coffee, I get my papers together for the computer grant I am working on and head out to the post office to send them off to PC headquarters in Rabat. After a final meeting with the association I am working on the grant with the previous evening, it appears as if I finally have all the materials together for grant approval. This is good because it means all I have left to do for this project is wait; something I have gotten very good at in my time here.

As I pull up to the post office on my bike, I see one of my hanut(small store), Tijani, and walk up to greet him. Him being one of my better friends at the local market, I decide to go in for the classic cheek kiss greeting, starting with the right cheek “Allah aslamtik!” (Praise be to God for allowing me to see you again). Move on to the left. “Labas alik?” (Is everything good with you?)Move back to the right “Labas” (it’s all good. Back to the left again, completing the 4 kisses, which completes the standard greeting. “Wesh unta labas?” (is it all good with you?) “iyea, labas, lhumdullah” (yup, its all good, praise be to God).

Once we had finished our minute long greeting, Tijani was quick to remind me that later that day, in fact just a few hours from then, was going to be a soccer practice that he had been trying to get me to come to for months. Despite the fact that I hadn’t played soccer in 10 years, I had promised him that I would come out and practice some time just for the fun of it (or, moreover, to provide entertainment for the others who I would be playing with).

After killing the hours in between with reading on my roof (an aspect of just about every PC work day), I threw on some shorts and sneakers and took off. When I arrived to my towns soccer field (which is essentially a giant field of dirt, yet one of the best in the region nonetheless), I quickly realized that this was going to be no picnic. Once greeted by the coach, who was followed by a dozen other athletic guys in their early 20’s, it occurred to me that this was actually the practice of my town’s official soccer team, who, it turns out, is one of the best in the region. Despite the town’s size, this team often competes against large cities like Meknes, Fes, and even Rabat, so they indeed mean business.

Before getting a chance to back out, the coach threw some cleats and a jersey at me, and insisted that I get dressed immediately. I reluctantly did as he said (not that I had much of an option at that point), and started running laps around the giant dirt field with the rest of the Berber muscle machines that composed the team. The hour and a half that followed consisted of what was most certainly the most physically intense workout that I have experienced here in Morocco. Like basic military training with a soccer ball. Never while in this country did I expect to do so many pushups, sit-ups, stretches, and ball busting drills while being yelled at in French. However, once the soccer ball drills began to get beyond my point of feasible completion, I had to check out. As I said I was leaving, and turned toward to the grimy locker room, the whole team communally turned to me and said “bsha!” (to your health!), and the coach yelled after me to come back again next practice.

After taking a cold shower and making a tuna sandwich for lunch (tuna makes up about 90% of my lunches here) it was time for basketball practice with the women from the neddy (women’s house). I rode up the front door on my bike, walked inside, and found all the women in their sweats and sneakers, ready for athleticism. This is always a great site to see, in that before my presence working with them, many of these women never got a chance to play sports or do anything athletic at all, given that all the sport areas in my town are very male dominated. The mudira (neddy director) greeted me and asked if I could lead some stretches for the women before heading out to the basketball court. This kind of request leads me to believe that the women I work with here see me as more than just a regular guy, in that normally doing stretches of any kind in front of men is considered to be highly shuma (forbidden). Perhaps they see me as the awkward adopted American brother they’ve always wanted.

After the brief aerobics session, which they appeared to be very receptive to (fortunately, given that I had just been led in stretches earlier that day, knowledge of what to do was still pretty fresh in my head) we meandered over to the basketball court. I know about as much about coaching basketball as I do about coaching rugby...not much. Fortunately, given that the neddy women are all neophytes to the world of sports, this is pretty easy to cover up. My usual drills consist of lay-up lines, dribbling, passing, and shooting exercises, followed by a brief game. Despite the fact that the exercises vary, at any point these girls are viewed during practice it looks about the same: loud, giggling, head- covered girls running around aimlessly like chickens with their heads cut off. Clearly, this makes it difficult to be taken seriously by the hoards of guys who flock to watch like a heard of hungry and critical hyenas. Yet fortunately the point is not to be taken seriously, yet for the girls to enjoy themselves and get a workout that they otherwise could probably not obtain.

Basketball practice was followed by my English class for beginners. Without time to change out of my then sweat covered clothes, I had no choice but to carry on and teach parts of the body, starting off with “head, shoulders, knees, and toes” as a warm up.

Class was followed by a meat sandwich, which was then followed by reading the rest of the night away. And so it goes. This day, despite the irregularity with the boot camp soccer practice, was not different from most days I spend here. It is what I have come to know of as life at this juncture, and, as with all routines, I have come to go through these motions without really thinking about them. If it weren’t for the point of reference given to me by the internet and speaking intermittently with friends and family back home, then I might even forget just how unusual my life has become shwya b shwya (little by little).

Until next time...

I cannot remember the last time I have been so excited to write a blog entry. Given the recent success of the spring camp coordinated by yours truly, I cannot help but boast.

Errachidia spring camp 2009 was indeed disaster free and full of positivity. I can't say that everything went as expected(this is Morocco after all), yet I can state that out of the 4 camps that I have now worked at in Morocco, it was by far the most cohesive and well put together. With a killer staff of pcv's (most of whom had never worked a PC camp before, yet seemed to make up for their lack of experience with an extreme eagerness to help) and a highly devoted Moroccan staff, we managed to create a rewarding experience for the local youth (and ourselves)that only comes around once and awhile.

Perhaps part of the appearance of success has to do with the fact that the camp began with conditions that upon first glance seemed pretty problematic. The staff(Moroccan and PCV) was short 5 people for 96 kids, and 4 of the 8 PCV’s helping had no knowledge of Moroccan Arabic, and could only rely on the chance of kids attending who understood the respective Berber dialects they had been trained in in order to communicate. Given the short staff, every PCV had to both teach an English class and help to lead a club(we had guitar, leadership, theater, art, and journalism) despite the potential problems in communicating abstract concepts. Luckily for us, PCV’s are some of the best charades players on the planet. As the only 2nd year youth development PCV I was put in the position of having the best Darija skills out of our group, which is something I have never experienced before, in that I was one of the slower language learners in my stage. This gave me the daunting obligation of translating everything that could otherwise not be interpreted. Needless to say, it was incredibly tiring for everyone, breaking from our typical lackadaisical and diffuse PC lifestyles and being on the go from 7am until about midnight every day.

Another factor that contributed to my initial concern about the camp’s well being was the planned field trip to Merzouga, a.k.a. the Sahara Desert. When I first heard the plan for this day it consisted of nothing more than taking 4 busses of kids into the desert and releasing them. However, to my relief, the day before the trip I learned that the plan was in fact more organized than this and thus less likely to result in lost, cannibalized-turned children in the arid vastness that is the Sahara. While the trip did in fact involve taking 4 buses of kids into the desert, it was surprisingly smooth(despite the incessant drumming and singing that followed us everywhere- yes, kids here carry drums with them everywhere, and yes, the human wave can be done in a moving vehicle). With the additional stops added to our trip by the Moroccan staff we were given only an hour and a half to roam the dunes, which turned out to be a perfect amount of time for kids to burn off energy by climbing a massive dune. We naively thought it would be a good idea to race up this dune, and were quickly humbled by Mother Nature’s intensity. As it turns out, running up a sand dune is comparable to running up a mountain with water pouring down in the opposite direction...difficult, yet an excellent outlet for youthful energy. Just to ensure that every last breath had been taken out of me, on the top of the dune I was challenged to a wrestling match with a member of the Moroccan staff who just so happens to be a 3rd degree black belt in Tai Kwon Do, and has been teaching the art for 15 years. Again, a humbling experience (yet apparently very entertaining for the kids-I do what I can).

The dunes were followed by a trip to the Dar Chebab in a nearby town consisting of a boiled potato, a small cheese packet, bread, and tea of course...probably my first and last potato and cheese sandwich. This was followed by a trip to a fossil museum, which was then followed by a failed attempt to visit one of the kings palaces (we were promptly kicked out), and then followed by a visit to the nicest hotel that I have ever seen in Morocco.

Another aspect that contributed to the success of the camp was the amazing relations between the PC and Moroccon staff. While in other camps I have attended, relations between these two groups has never been more than functional and professional, this time around the feeling was more of that of a family. This became evident during our stop for lunch during our field trip, when two PCV’s asked some campers of the price of a giant pizza-like food that we discovered in a town store- something that we had never seen the likes of in our southern region. After informing us of the price(which was pretty steep given our PC budget)and reassuring us that the store owner was not trying to rip us off, one of the Moroccan staff members rushed up to us and insisted that we didn’t buy it. While this confused us initially, it all came together later when I was approached that night by the Moroccan camp director and asked when we wanted to eat the pizza-like feast they had bought for us. Accustomed to typical Moroccan frugality, it was hard for me to make sense of this at first, before it hit me that they really liked us. We reciprocated the act of kindness of the end of camp when we had copies of the whole staff together made for everyone.

So all in all, it was a great week. Now I have time to rest, have my voice catch back up with me, and look onto my next big project which is getting a grant for 6 computers for a local association in my town (inchallah). Until next time...

Last Sunday was quite possibly the greatest developmental work experience I have undertaken since being in the Peace Corps. Sunday, March 8th was International Women’s Day, and I decided to seize the opportunity for a project given such a day celebrating such an objectively important cause.

I spent about a month and a half preparing for the event, which entailed rounding up many women’s organizations in my community, along with several speakers for certain topics, through fliers and word of mouth. It quickly became apparent that completing this task would not have been possible in my first year here, in that my language and credibility were key components in selling the idea to so many people and working out the logistics. I did receive some help from my new site mate during this stage, which I can imagine only added to the anomaly of not only one, but two white guys riding all over town on bikes in an effort to promote women’s rights. Yet at this point, I have come to the understanding that diverging from the norm is an essential component in the accomplishment of my work here, so I’ll go ahead and interpret that to mean that we were doing our jobs well.

The event turned out to be a huge success, and was the type of project that makes one proud to do development work, in that it engendered a real sense of accomplishment. Three PCV’s from neighboring towns came to help with the event, along with my (former) Arabic tutor, the mudira(director) of the Dar Taliba (girls center), and a midwife from the local hospital.

We started the day out with a warm up activity relating to team work(and waking kids up), followed by a hero’s activity in which discussed female hero’s in Morocco and Islam, and gave the girls an opportunity to talk about what it means to be a hero, and elicited examples of personal hero’s from them. I think that this was probably one of the most important activities we did, in that it seems that what many of the girls here need is simply an example of what can be done when hard work and determination connects with idealism. The hero’s activity was followed by a tea break (an essential element for any Moroccan event), which was then followed by a discussion of the muduwana act, which is a set of laws that outline the rights of women and families (i.e. a women has the right to choose who she wants to marry). Although this discussion was hard for me to follow in that it involved very fast and technical Arabic, I also viewed it as an extremely important one. After spending some time in rural Morocco it becomes very apparent that there is a huge difference between what one is allowed to legally and what one is allowed to do socially. I believe that reminders of what the law entails are important in order for people (women especially) to be unfettered in the accomplishment of their goals.

After lunch we held a brief opinion activity in which statements pertaining to women’s independence and equality were read (ie “I would rather go to get married then go to university”), and participants would walk to a designated area indicating weather or not they agreed, disagreed, or remained neutral on the statement. Of these, by far the most interesting one was “I believe that boys are treated better than girls”, in which all the boys participating agreed, and all the females, aside from the women professionals who were helping with the event disagreed. This indicated that the boys are very aware of their advantages, while the girls either possess a different definition of what it means to be equal, or are in denial of society’s preferential treatment of males. Definitely something that would be interesting to look into further...

This was followed by a SIDA (AIDS) and general health activity, during which the midwife from the hospital spoke to the girls, and the male staff managed to wing a SIDA presentation for the group of 30 or so boys that meandered in after lunch. Fortunately, along with the boys that randomly showed up, so did a male English teacher who I had previously run into and mentioned the event to, and who eagerly offered his help in translating the points on the spreading of the HIV, and the use of contraceptives. The only part of this presentation that made me nervous was when I gave him a condom in order to talk about how to use it, and he began his demonstration by sticking his entire fist inside of it and using it as a sock puppet. Very funny, yet slightly horrifying.

After another health presentation in which a female PCV discussed the spreading of bacteria and the importance of washing your hands with soap, we kicked the boy out and had the same girl lead a brief presentation on stretches for women. Of course, all males had to leave the room for this, so I can only assume that it went well. Afterwards we held a poster competition for the girls. This served as an opportunity for them to illustrate what women’s rights means to them, along with what they got out of the day’s events. The result was incredibly rewarding, and demonstrated artistic talent and creativity form the girls. My favorite poster was that of a huge lit candle, which, according to the group that drew it, represented women as the “fire of life”, and that without them there would be no light on earth...something undeniably true.

Towards the end of this activity, we were forced to switch buildings in that there was no electricity in the building we had been using all day and we were quickly losing the sunlight seeping in from the windows, which was our only source of light throughout the day. The absence of electricity also made it impossible to use the projector that I had put so much effort into hauling over from the Dar Chebab(youth house), but I suppose that overcoming minor obstacles is all in a days work.

We concluded the days events with a presentation of all the posters, which was accompanied by cookies, soda (essential for any Moroccan party- similar to booze in America), and music. Dancing even took place after the guys left the room (dancing in front of men is of course incredibly forbidden here). All in all it was a great day, and helped to restore the confidence in me that effective development work is indeed achievable.

Following this event, I moved right onto my next project, which is the coordination of spring camp. This entails me planning out all the logistics of this week long English immersion camp, along with delegating tasks to the 7 PCV’s who will be helping with it. I just returned from a coordinators meeting about it, in which I met with the director of the center where we will be holding the camp, and everything appears to be falling into place. Updates on this, along with my other near future endeavors are soon to come. Stay tuned, and until next time...

Yes, today marks the beginning of my 26th year of existence. I am spending the occasion sitting by myself in my desert home (which I have finally returned to today after another traveling stint), nuzzled up with my propane gas heater, and moving very slowly because of the soreness that is still present after recently running the Marrakesh semi-marathon. The ol birthday wishes of "happy birthday old man!" sent to me from friends and family today seem to be slightly less humorous when that is precisely what I feel like.

Birthdays have never held that much importance for me, and I suppose that apathy is intensified when in a place where age is of such little importance. I am in fact so apathetic that I don't have anything more to say on the matter. So much for deep thinking...perhaps I'll have more to say next year when the feeling of moving forward is made more apparent through moving back to the motherland.

A more logical update on the past 6 weeks is coming up shortly, I promise.

As so accurately stated by my father upon his recent visitation, there is so much that makes up my life here that cannot be conveyed through words. The past 6 weeks equate the epitome of this statement. In the past month and a half I have traveled around Morocco more than I initially thought to be possible in such a short period of time, and have been the busiest that I have ever been since arriving here. So much has happened, and continues to be happening at such a fast rate that I feel that simply looking back and attempting to document what has gone by will by no means do it justice. However, I must try.

I suppose an appropriate place to start would be with the visit from my family. I met them in late December in Casablanca with an ominous introduction that would set the pace for challenges in our travels. After waiting around for about 2 hours after their scheduled arrival time, I found my mother sitting by herself looking like a child separated from her parents in an unknown city. After approaching her and saying our hellos, she informed me that my father and sister were running around frantically trying to figure out what had happened to my sisters suitcase which had not shown up with the rest of the luggage. A few minutes later I caught a glimpse of what appeared to be a very confused tourist frenetically walking in my direction...who of course turned out to be my father, with my sister trailing him not far behind. "Boy, am I glad to see you!" my dad exclaimed upon seeing me. "We lost Lauren's bag, and can't communicate with anyone, and have been running around for hours trying to find someone to help us without any success, and, well, this place is just hard to get around in!" And so the trip began...

We rented a car as our mode of transportation, which was an incredible luxury after a year and four months of relying on cramped, noisy, and unpredictable buses as my primary mode of transportation. The beauty of this country is objectively better when viewed through the eyes of someone who is not stuck in the fetal position. From Casablanca we went to Rabat, then Chefchaouen(the farthest north I have yet to go in this country)then to Fez, and then 8 hours south down to my neck of the woods.

While I thoroughly enjoyed exploring with my family (despite the constant parental-like protection that is required for someone who isn't familiar with the language/culture), the best part of the vacation was undoubtedly their time spent in my town. Introducing them to my friends and surrogate families of my community was like filling in the final gap of understanding that was needed for my existence here to make sense. It seemed to help illustrate the concept the I am in fact a normal person, from a family of other people who are similar to me, and I did not simply materialize out of the desert on a mission to help develop the locals (it turns out this is much easier convey when there are people to point to, rather than attempting to explain it using shaky Arabic).

The attempt of my family to integrate was undoubtedly hilarious...it was also interesting(and very humbling) to see what I must have looked like when I first arrived here. One example of this was when I casually mentioned to my female neighbor that my sister was about to go to the hammam (public shower house) for her first time. After telling her, she gave me a look of disbelief and said "but who will scrub her?" I replied, saying something along the lines of "well, I guess she's just going to scrub herself", and she looked at me indignantly as if I were an abusive parent. Twenty minutes later my sister was in the hamman with my neighbor, butt naked and being scrubbed like she had never been scrubbed before. Ah yes, diplomacy in its purest form.

Another struggle I encountered during the family's visitation was the illusion to my parents that I am 100% fluent in Arabic. This resulted in them giving me ridiculously abstruse sentences to translate, such as when my mom posed "could you please ask your host father about the water irrigation system to his farm? When was it installed and exactly how does it operate?" Or when my dad asked me to ask a wood maker if the wood in a certain object was inlaid. Granted, I was eventually able to convey the meaning of these sentences, although certainly not without sounding like an idiot(ie "Is there wood in the wood?)"

After our stint in my region, we pushed on to Marrakesh to celebrate the new year, and then onward to Essaouria, followed by Casablanca for the family to catch their return flight home. As worn out as I was after the previous two weeks of unceasing travel, translation, and general supervising, I was forced to push onward with it, in that a lady friend from back home arrived to meet me at the airport just a few hours after the family's departure.

Following another eight days of tour guiding (slightly less stress filled the second time around), I found myself physically and mentally exhausted beyond reasonable standards. Yet despite my fatigue, I knew that I had no choice but force myself to be resilient and become energized, for the half marathon that I had spent the previous 6 preparing for was only a week away.

The marathon in Marrakesh was a demanding, yet phenomenal experience. It was by far the largest race I have ever been a part of, with thousands of participants from all around the globe competing in the half and full length marathons. My self-given goal of doing extremely well in this race was exonerated when I ran the mile in about 6 minutes in a race against locals in my community and still received last place a few months prior(turns out Africans are pretty fast). Regardless of the daunting competition, I was able to do my personal best without any huge limitations. With thousands of viewers, lines of kids to slap the hands of as I ran by, and live music groups dispersed randomly along the way, simply participating was a feast for the senses and a fun challenge for the body.

The last thing I must add to this entry is something that disheartens me to have to write, but I must. I had to give Ziz away. As cute as she is, she was also very destructive, and very, very time consuming. With a month and a half of traveling, I was forced to keep her on the roof for much of the time, which was not fair to her or the neighbors whom she pissed off relentlessly. Raising a puppy is a lot like raising a child...in order to do it effectively, one must have the time, patience, and living space sufficient for the demands it calls forth. Unfortunately I have none of those, and her cuteness alone was not enough to supersede reality (well, at least not once I got a better taste for what the reality of having her entailed).

With the exception of a few non-exigent details of randomness, that pretty much brings me up to date. I am now on to yet another self assigned task of en betterment; studying for the GRE's. I am scheduled to take the test in less than two weeks, so am thus fully engaged in study overdrive. Along with wanting to do well on the test to increase my options for graduate programs, part of me wants to do well simply because there would be no excuse for doing poorly when living by myself in the desert, free of the distractions that one usually encounters.

For those of you who haven't given up on following this despite the hiatus, I appreciate your patience. Until next time...

Yet again, time has seemingly eaten itself alive. The past few weeks have vanished before my eyes, yet a lot has happened. I have gotten a new site mate, gone to Rabat for mid-service medical evaluations, and celebrated another Leid Kbir, Morocco's version of Christmas. I have also been fastidiously working on personal projects, such as house breaking my puppy, training for the marathon, studying for the GRE, and preparing my family's visitation, which is now only two weeks away.

Ziz's transformation from a stray desert dog into a domesticated house pet has not been an easy one. Despite me having some experience in aiding to the training of puppies in the past, I have never done it solo, and certainly never done it in a place without common pet resources and a large enclosed yard for playing. The initial feeling of affection and adoration I felt upon laying eyes on Ziz appeared to have cancel out all my understandings of logic, and the reality of just how much time and effort raising her would entail. In the past few weeks, I have, by self-bestowed obligation, been on a chronic mission of picking up puppy pee and excrement, fighting to keep my computer wires and valuables intact, and doing my best to train while getting all of my other obligations done simultaneously. If anything positive comes out of this, it will most likely be my ability to multi-task better than an octopus on speed(and maybe, just maybe, a well trained companion).

Last Sunday my new site mate and I decided to take Ziz on her first walk, which was hilarious. We wanted to check out the large hill/small mountain that overlooks the town, and to get there required a trek through souk(giant weekly market), as Sunday is souk day. I managed to rig up a make-shift leash out of a an exercise band left by a former volunteer, and with a combination of carrying her and her walking on her own, we managed to make it through the crowded market and up the mountain. The confusion and humor that the site of 2 white guys with a puppy tied to an elastic band elicited was colossal and priceless.

Tuesday marked the beginning of my second Leid, which proved to be much easier on my stomach this time around. I even brought Ziz along with me to my host family's house to help celebrate by putting her in a backpack and riding my bike over, yet was told take return her after about 10 minutes since no one there likes dogs. While riding her to and from the house I ran into a few of my students, who now think I am even weirder than before since I carry dogs around with me in backpacks. Oh well.

A fun aspect of Leid the second time around was seeing host family members whom I had not seen since a year ago, when I had absolute minimal communication skills in Darija. This year I was able to carry on conversations, and even jump in on a few that were already taking place. For those who had not heard me speak since last year, their reactions resembled that of someone who might hear a dog jump in with commentary when engaged in a conversation about the weather; surprised and a bit confused. Everyone seems to be excited about meeting my real family. Along with my obvious ardency about seeing my family after so long and getting to spend the holidays with them, I am looking forward to showing people here that I do in fact come from a family of actual human beings just like them, and didn't materialize out of thin air to develop the youth of Morocco. Hopefully this can help them relate more to me...and I do plan on running my family through culturally appropriate boot camp on the car ride down.

I must now go and finalize preparations for a discussion on human rights at the Dar Chebab tonight. It will be followed by a theatre competition of short skits about human rights. It's going to be a busy next few days with actual time concerning tasks that need be accomplished soon. Until next time...

The past few weeks have been busy ones. Work has picked up, and an increasingly large amount of students have been showing up to my classes. I have also been getting an increased number of requests to teach English, guitar, and theater in various locations. In addition, I have been busy with personal projects, such as training for the semi- marathon in Marrakesh, which I plan on running in late January.

Theater in my site has proved to be much more of a challenge than I had anticipated. The largest obstacle is in the demographics of my students. Thus far the vast majority of them have been girls, all between the ages of 15-20, and all very conservative (not the most receptive group of participants for the performing arts). Thus, on top of the language barrier (in most classes I have had to do all the translating of complex game/scene instructions myself) I have the barrier of getting them to break outside of the conservative, non-creative box that many of them seem to be trapped in.

I start each class with a few warm-up exercises, such as "the ball of energy". This particular exercise(compliments of Peace Corps skills transfer) involves creating an imaginary "ball of energy", and passing it around in a circle from person to person. When played correctly, each person in the circle does something unique with the fake energy, and passes it along to someone else. As easy as it may sound to pretend to have a fake energy filled ball, it is an very, very difficult task when presented to the conservative Muslim women in my community. As a result I begin this activity, as I do many of them, with stressing the importance of acting fishkil(weird) or hummak(crazy) in order to be good at acting. To illustrate my point, I act over the top when doing these activities (ie- running around the room like a maniac with the fake ball of energy, or pretending to eat it and have it shake around in my head before spitting it out and passing it along). This example setting, when repeated, seems to gradually work with getting them to be more and more creative and silly (although some of them or undoubtedly freaked out by such behavior).

Now that I have had 4 class sessions full of theater games focusing on different acting skills(improvisation, acting of emotions, and trust games) I feel that we are ready to start planning some plays. Our next big project is to create several skits about human rights (human rights day is coming up) and have a competition for members of the community to come watch. Planning of this will begin this Saturday, so only time can tell how it will turn out.

On a completely different, non-work related note, I got a puppy! I understand that this could have been very bad decision, yet after finding her there was just no way I could have not taken her in. I found her curled up under a rock by herself while biking with a friend this past weekend in the Ziz Valley. She looks clean and healthy, and could very well be the cutest thing that has ever come out of Morocco. After spending a good 20 minutes struggling with my cognitive dissonance, I made the decision to take her, put her in my backpack, and ride away. After consulting with a friend for a name, I've decided on Ziz(zeez), from where I found her. I have had her for 3 days now, and am still torn as to whether or not this was a good idea. I suppose only time will tell, although I am already feeling better about having a friend living with me here.

I must now go and practice for the marathon that awaits. I have the entire desert in my backyard as training grounds, and am happy about finally having the time and space to train for such a thing, and put in my personal best. Until next time...

It finally happened. After eight painful years of waiting, and the past two years watching the campaign obsessively, real change has taken place. No more "George Bush!" when someone hears I am an American. No more pretending to be Canadian. No more exhausting explanations of how just because there is a "democracy" in America it doesn't mean that all Americans are in support of the current administrations decisions(at least not as many of them).

After staying up until 5am Moroccan time this morning to watch his acceptance speech, the reality of change has struck me, as it has struck America. Well done Obama, Mr. President. Well done American people. Well done Virgina. And well done humanity.

Yesterday I experienced what I believe is a perfect depiction of the ever present integration process in the Peace Corps.

It was the first day of my host sister Kadija’s wedding, which, like most Moroccan weddings, is a multi-day event (4 days in this case) of the same thing every day. The celebration began in the early morning with a cow slaughter, which I conveniently slept through. I arrived at around 11am, going straight to the men’s house (in Islamic weddings the men and women are always split up), which consisted of a room full of elder Berber men chanting verses from the Koran. Not seeing any members of my host family present aside my 95 year old host grandfather,(who’s dialogue with me usually consists of nothing more than him pointing at questionable hunks of meat and grunting, indicating that I should eat it) I decided to explore elsewhere in search of a recognizable face.

Fortunately I ran into my host brother who was busy running around preparing the first cow feast of the day, and offered to help cut up cow liver as to give myself something to do. I spent a good hour sitting outside of the house of men, cutting away as men in jelabas walked in, shook hands of familiar faces, and each looked at me as if I were a tap dancing dog(a white guy cutting up a cow liver for a wedding probably looks even more atypical). The anonymity of my presence was cured once I saw my host father, who immediately came up to me and said “fin kayn l howli?” or “where is the sheep”? Ah yes, his favorite joke, constantly insisting that I bring a sheep to the house to slaughter. Parents...

This lunch, of course, was carried on in nothing but an expected fashion for a Moroccan wedding. The real integration began at nightfall. As I pulled up to the back entrance to the man house, a subtle feeling of confusion took over as I heard no noise coming from the house which I was told would be packed with people. I did however hear loud music and dancing protruding from the other house belonging to my host family (they are wealthy), which is separated by a spacious garden and a tool shed which must be walked through to get there. Naturally, I followed the music through the dark to the other house. As I approached, the music got louder and louder, along with the voices of women. Slightly intimidated, I crept up to the back door and stuck my head in to see what was happening.

The room was PACKED with woman; all dressed in flashy Berber garments, and all chatting and laughing, very much in party mode. Before I had a chance to turn around and make an escape, my 90 year old host grandmother noticed me standing diffidently at the entrance, and ran up to me like a bat out of hell. Not only was it a shock to see her run, but the mere fact that she acknowledged me was astounding, in that prior to this interaction the most her and I had exchanged were mere greetings, in that she only speaks Tamazight and we thus share no common language. Without hesitation, she grabbed my arm and dragged my inside, immediately grabbing the attention of all the women (roughly 50 of them), who proceeded stare me down as if I were the first white man they had ever seen (which for many of them I surly was).

Incarcerated by the death grip of grandma, I had no choice but to follow her into the next room, which had even MORE women in it, sitting in a large circle around two others, who were dancing in a way I had never before seen, strutting back and forth and shaking their asses in unison. Before they even had time to take note of my presence (yet still in plenty of time for me to take note of how much I didn’t belong there) I was thrust into the center of the circle with my grandmother, who at this point was yelling “shta!”, or “dance!”(Maybe the one word she knows in Arabic). I had no choice but to give in and dance, letting her lead me. Fortunately, the basic Berber dance is very simple, and requires just moving from side to side and lifting both palms, face up, to your chest and back down to your knees repetitively. The women started to howl and cheer much louder than they already were before I entered, giving me the feeling of a developing country male stripper. After what seemed like hours of this(yet was probably about 30 seconds), I saw one of my younger host sisters and made my escape, running up to her and asking where the men were and if she could please take me to them. It turned out that they were, in fact, still in the same house that they had been in before, only much quieter than the women. Before this night I had heard about the superiority of women’s section to the men’s during wedding celebrations, and seeing the two side by side gave this fact the utmost lucidity.

Upon entering the house of men, I made my way around the hoards to a back room where I was told to sit next to a giant man with a beard by my host cousin. According to him this man was basketball coach whom I was told I would speak with regarding doing some work with the local men’s team. I sat down amidst the 30 or so men in the room, and immediately heard the word “Merikani” whispered around throughout, accompanied by some glances and many blatant stares. This was nothing that was uncommon for me, so I did what I normally do, which was introduce myself and begin talking in Arabic to ease the awkwardness. Once some basic conversation had begun and food was served, things seemed to be going smoothly until the post meal prayer, during which I asked the bearded giant next to be about the basketball team, not realizing that the entire house had become silent and there want someone in the next room reading a verse of the Koran. It was as if to say “Hey, in case anyone here didn't realized it, I’m not a Muslim!”

While such occurrences are by no means an oddity in life here, I feel that the documentation of them of them is a necessity, in hope that one day I can look back on all of this and say “Wow...I really had some balls when I lived in Morocco.”

Ramadan has now ended, which means that life has begun to pick up once again. Two weeks ago I began advertising for my new classes at the Dar Chebab. As I mentioned earlier, the majority of my previous students have now left for college, which meant new students were needed. This consisted of making fliers (in Arabic and English), along with going to 5 highschool English classes and giving what was essentially a sales pitch for my class(also in Arabic and English).

The outcome on the first day was good- about 35 kids showed up for the meeting in which I assigned classes according to levels, and voted on what kind of club we should begin with. I am now trying a different approach with my English classes(as desert time gives much room for experimentation) and will be having 4 different classes, each for a different English level, and each meeting once a week. The turnout for each of these classes has been surprisingly good, with my biggest class(2nd year English students) consisting of about 20 kids, and my smallest(advanced) consisting of about 6.

As of right now, there do not seem to be students interested in continuing the Tinejdad Times, although I plan on bringing it up again once we get things rolling a bit more. Instead they expressed a huge in interest either a music or theater club. While I would love to teach the guitar(the only musical instrument I have any knowledge of, let alone have here)I only have one. Seeing as how there is nothing for most kids to do on Saturday, the day in which I plan on holding the club, sessions are bound to have at least 15 kids or more...a bit too many to be handling my moderately expensive instrument form the states. So theater club it is.

In addition, like last year we will have girls basketball practice every Saturday, with hope that we can eventually get a team that is dedicated and motivated enough to travel to other towns and play opposing teams. While this doesn't seem like it would be that difficult of a task, convincing the parents of young Muslim girls to travel somewhere with a strange man has proven to be a challenge. I plan on working my Darija PR magic and am prepared to sit through as many tea times as necessary to get some girls mobile. Then the only thing left to do is learn how to be a good coach...

On a happy note of good company, I have been hosting 2 couch surfers from Denmark for the past few days. They epitomize a young, carefree traveling hippie couple, and it has been a pleasure showing them around and adding to my knowledge of Denmark(which has expanded exponentially in the past 48 hours). I will also be hosting 3 fellow pcv's from Gambia in a few days. Needless to say, it's good to be able to exercise my social abilities around people that I am able to be in my American element around.

That is all for today, however I plan on updating again shortly(within a week, inchallah), so you just hang on tight. Until next time...

I am now nearly 3 weeks into the month of Ramadan. Despite the feeling of it being more like 3 months into this special month long holiday, the minutes continue to slowly tick by, and 10 days still remain.

Don't get me wrong, I don't hate the holiday...it's just that life here, which is usually much slower than anything one would experience in the states, has become significantly even slower. My dar chebab, while technically open, is basically closed for me to work in, in that all the girls(who comprise most of my student body) are busy during normal class hours with cooking and cleaning, and thus cannot attend my classes. My mudir (director of the dar chebab) advised me that it would be best to just wait until after Ramadan for classes. When I dumbly asked the rhetorical question of "well what will I do instead?" he simply replied "aji hna u shrb atay maaya" (come here and drink tea with me). Sometimes I think that without tea people here would be thrust into a catatonic state of existence. Good thing for tea.

So my days of this month are spent giving myself a variety of productive(so I like to call them) tasks to accomplish during the day, and eating the lftour meal in various places at night. I am not fasting, although I have made several attempts in order to optimize my integration. These attempts usually consist of not eating much more than a yogurt packet during the day, yet drinking water consistently. When people ask me if I am fasting (which is asked so much it sometimes takes the place of "hello") I simply reply "shwya", or "sort of", and they seem to be content that I am at least putting forth an effort.

The lftour meals however, while a bit monotonous, are indeed delicious. They also provide a free way to eat most nights, in that many families are eager to invite me over for it. An example of this was last night, when waiting to buy the 13Dh(about $1.50) meal for myself at a local restaurant, I was approached by a guy I had never met before, who asked where I was eating that night. When I told him I was planning on buying food, he insisted that I come with him instead, for which I willingly obliged. The food was great, and now I have yet another friend in Tinjdad. While walking back to my house afterward, I kept thinking about the circumstances in which a stranger would approach me and insist that I come over for dinner in the states. My conclusion was an attempt of murder or seduction; that’s it. Indeed, for every frustrating aspect a culture may have, there seems to be one of awesomeness.

Oh yes, and I have now officially been in Morocco for over a year. Only a year and 2½ months to go!

Until next time...

So many of you may have been wondering “where is Chris?” “has he given up on his blog for good?” “does he ever get tired of quoting what we may have been saying?” The answer to the first question is that I have spent the past 5 weeks up North...4 of which were spent in summer camp, and one of which was spent traveling to and from.

Summer camp is something that seems difficult to give justice to in a single blog entry, in that there is so much to cover. Like so much in the PC, it was a hodgepodge of fun, exhausting, and monotonous, yet with fun composing the majority. The following is my best attempt to accurately document the worthwhile happenings of the 4 weeks I spent there.

Each summer the Peace Corps YD program teams up with the ministry of youth and sports to conduct 4 2 week long camps in El Jadida. I was assigned to camps 3 and 4, along with about 15 other PCV’s for each session. The camp staff consists of PCV’s, Moroccan staff (Otours), and for several of the camps, Japanese volunteers from Jika, the Japanese version of the PC. For camp 3 we had a staff comprised of Americans, Moroccans, and Japanese, including a Moroccan student who is fluent in English who helped us with translation when needed.

Each PCV was permitted to give a scholarship to 5 students in his or her community, which included a free camp session, all expenses paid. Thus there were campers from all over Morocco, about half of which were from rural communities and probably couldn’t have attended if it weren’t for the scholarship, and half of which came from wealthy families in large cities like Rabat. It was certainly interesting to see the differences between these two groups of kids, and how much more aware of the world the city kids seemed to be. The were about 80 kids for the first camp, and about 70 for the second.

Each pcv was assigned either an English class or a club to teach; I taught English(intermediate low) the first session, and taught theatre club for the second. English classes were only an hour long, and clubs only an hour and a half, which left lots of time for other activities. A typical day would go something like this:

8- wake up

8:30- breakfast

9:30- morning announcements – this is where(after the national anthem was sang) we would talk about the days schedule (which was usually identical to the schedule of the previous day), and sing songs that might be fun for a kid just learning English, yet are terrible, terrible things to get stuck in your head as an adult. A favorite one among the campers was “Everywhere we goooo” (campers reapeat) “people want to knoooow” (repeat) “who we aaaare” (repeat) “soooo we tell themv(repeat) “we are the campers!” (repeat) “The El Jadida campers!” (repeat). This was sang everywhere we went...by the time we were done with camp 4 I don’t believe there was one person in El Jadida who didn’t know who we were.

9:45- English class

11:30- beach- yes, that’s right. There was a scheduled beach time everyday. This however, was not always as relaxed as your typical beach day; a lot of it involved making sure kids didn’t drown, but was fun nonetheless.

1:00- showers

1:30- lunch- meals were pretty much the same thing for every meal, and reminded me of what Moroccan prison food probably is. However, all was free and very edible.

2:00- library- pretty much just playing games with kids, and reading to/with those that wanted it.

4:00- clubs- We had what seem to be standard camp clubs- theatre, art, music, journalism/creative writing, and for camp 3 Judo and Japanese culture club(with the help of the Jika volunteers). All of them seemed pretty successful. For my theatre club I divided thins up into 4 sections: emotions, trust, improv, and forum theatre. The first 3 consisted of a lot of games to help teach these aspects of acting(all of which were pretty easy and usually hilarious). Forum theatre consisted of breaking the kids into groups and having each act out a problem, with the audience being able to interject when it saw necessary in order to fix it. The best part of this club was successfully putting together a sketch that made fun of staff members for the final “spectacle”. Not only was it hilarious, but we managed to put it together in under an hour

5:30- snack time

6:00- sports

8:30-dinner

9:30- evening activity- These varied every night. I’m not going to list all of them, but my favorites were

-American games night (aka make the kids do very, very funny competitive things night- beer pong with water was included)

-talent show night (there was one for the kids and one for staff, in which we attempted a country style rendition of “Bingo” with me playing the guitar-very confusing for the Moroccans.

-Halloween! By far greatest thing we got to do in camp. We spent this night introducing the campers to what many of us consider our most beloved, and yet ironically our most demonic holiday, Halloween. We all dressed up before dinner in order to set an example for costume ideas- the first camp I was a nerd (which, I suppose is not the much different than how I usually dress...most Moroccans assumed was a teacher), and the second camp a gangster. What made this night amazing was the haunted house we made. Working with 8 people, a tent, and not much more than blankets, chairs and tables, we managed to put together a “house” that scared the piss out of the kids, and made me discover my new found joy for scaring children.

During camp 4 the Moroccan staff organized the campers into teams with country names, for each of which was assigned a pcv leader. The country theme seemed to be obscurity, in that the countries were Qatar(my team), Chad, Togo, Lesotho, Mongolia, Djibouti, and Chili. Throughout the entire camp these teams competed against each other for points in an olympic fashion, and earned additional ones through good behavior. It worked amazingly, minus the stereotyping that seeped out of acting as people from countries that the Moroccan staff, who was in charge of it, knew nothing about. The “opening olympic ceremony” consisted of all the campers dressing up as members of their country- all 4 African countries as kids dressed up as tribal warriors, complete with face paint, clothing made from leaves and bamboo spears. What was lacking in accuracy and respect was certainly made up for in hilarity.

Overall camp was definitely a blast, and as I mentioned after spring camp, is a solid reminder of how lucky I am to be in the YD program.

On my way back me and some friends went to the Ozoud cascades, which has got to be the prettiest place I have been to in Morocco thus far (a very bold statement). The place consists of a giant waterfall, engulfed by vines and other vegetation. There are places to eat and stay surrounding it, yet are built in a way that does not take away from its elusive appeal. We stayed in a quaint hotel made of bamboo directly across from the falls, and awoke to APES, which we at first viewed from afar, and soon realized were everywhere, including right on top of our bamboo roof. We spent the day hiking a trail that led to various pools, many of which had smaller waterfalls and cliffs that we could jump from. It was the kind of place that makes you stop and think “am I really in the Peace Corps right now?”

So that’s it for the moment. I am now back in Tinjdad, and working on my plan of action for the next few months. On a work note, I have finished(fiiianlly) the first issue of The Tinjdad Times, which I will post on here shortly. Until next time...

A few weeks ago I received an email that I don't think anyone could have effectively prepared me for. It was from my 8th grade social studies teacher Joel(first names for teachers at BFCDS) , who I had not seen or heard from since the day I graduated 8th grade. It just so happened that he was coming to Morocco for a few weeks before he left for Mail, on his journey to Timbuktu. He asked if I'd be available to meet up, and given that I now cherish American interaction and that the summer has been primarily slow and sticky, I certainly was.

Although it was the epitome of a random visitation, it ended up being a great experience to hang out with a teacher from the past and get to know him as an adult. He spent 2 years teaching math in Tanzania when he was about my age so we had a lot to talk about. We spent the 4 days he was here exploring surrounding areas and relaxing and Tinejdad's greatest cafe, Cafe Ferkla, since there is not much more to comfortably do when it is 120 degrees outside. I am now very good friends with the owner of this cafe, and spend a great deal of time there as it is a perfect location to relax, read, play chess, teach English, learn Arabic, and justbe outside of my oven-like house when there is nothing else to do. Joel was also kind enough to be a guest speaker at my class for a day-my students loved meeting the teacher of their teacher(although I do believe he made my teaching skills look questionable next to his).

One place that we visited, which was a first for me as well, is a nearby dewar(small village) named Asrir. This is home to the old Jewish community of Tinejdad, which has been Jew-free since the late 1940's, when all of them were evacuated to Israel. The old Jewish "ghetto" is still present and inhabited by Berbers and some Arabs. The old Synagogue is still standing as well, along with a "cemetary" that holds the bodies of the Jews who once lived there (although our friend who was touring us called it a cemetary there are no actual graves present). It was interesting to see the remains of a different religion in such a strong Islamic society.

Another recent discovery that I have made is a hotel pool in Errachidia(about an hour away) with a bar. Who would have thought that I could go swimming and drink a beer in the middle of the desert? One extra method to maintain one's sanity in the summer...

The most exciting thing to happen in Tinejdad since I have been here just took place this past weekend. The Tinejdad Culture Festival came through for 3 days, and thus actually provided something to do in Tinejdad. The festival included tents of co-operatives selling their products, which included carpets, baskets, paintings and more(the types of co-operatives that small business development PCV's works with), along with a huge live music performance each night. The music was that of different regions of Morocco, and consisted mainly of Ganawa (although there was also rap, Moroccan jazz, a break dance and martial arts show). The most amazing aspect of it all was the sheer amount of people that were in the Tinejdad centre for the performance- well more than 1,000 people each night, AND many of them were women. It was the first time I had ever seen more than 3 or 4 women out past 9pm, and mingling with men nonetheless. It was definitly the most home-like I have felt Tinejdad to be since I have being here.

In exactly one week I will be arriving in El Jadida for the start of summer camp, which for me will last for the entire month of August (I am working 2 two week long sessions). I will be teaching intermediate English in the first camp, and working a theatre club in the second. I am truly looking forward to working another camp, in that spring camp was probably the most fun I have had with work since being in Morocco, and being on the beach for a month seems incredibly necessary right about now.

I am also very close to being finished with the first issue(and hopefully not the last) of the Tinejdad Times. I have decided to create it using InDesign, as it allows me to do more of what I want to do, and will attach the PDF once I complete it.

Until next time...

So I am now into the depths of my first Tinejdad summer, and am learning why often times people in desert summer photos look pissed off. The best way I can think to describe it is that the sun has made everyone and everything under it, well, its bitch. Days are now averaging 105 degrees, which starts at 6 am and continues until nightfall, at which it only drops about 15 degrees. This leads to high levels of discomfort, and thus makes people not want to do...well anything besides avoid the sun.

The desert sun is very unlike any other I have ever come close to experiencing. It is as if a giant laser beam from space were to come down everyday, frying everything in its path. You can tell when a beam of it is touching you, in that it feels like that part of your body is about to catch on fire. It also does not help to live in a house made of cinder blocks. This has a temperature trapping effect with weather, and in effect turns my house into a refrigerator in the winter, and an oven in the summer. A day of the dealdy rays soaking into my walls leaves me to bake like a roatisserrie chicken.

There are however, tactics that one can take in sure dire conditions. I have bought 2 fans, both of which stay on me constantly, along with a nearby bottle of frozen water, which I am forever filling up and replacing in my freezer. As for sleeping, soaking a sheet in water, and wrapping it around my naked body before lying inches away from the fans, and in front of an open window helps. Another option is to sleep on my roof, which is extremlely refreshing, yet has the drawlback of the sun from hell raising its flesh eating head at 6am, at which point I must quickly run back dowstairs in an effort to keep all of my skin.

My work schedule, while still technically existent, has dwindled down to one class with about 6 students, all of whom I can expect to always be at least 30 to 45 mins late. I suppose I can't blame them, in that the heat has seemed to make everything move in slow motion, and their movement clearly ties into that. As a result I have pushed the starting time for class up a half hour, in hope that the half hour of alotted movement time will be enough to get a full hour and a half out of class. I have also kept in mind that it is their summer vacation, and can't hold it against them if going to my English class isn't at the top of their priorities.

As for the journalism club, which basically consists of the 6 remaining students, it looks like we will get at least get one issue of the Tinejdad Times out before the summer is over. This will hopefully be enough to set an example for my new students that I will get in the fall, and be enough to continue its publication. I will be losing most of my current students in the fall to the Universities they will be attending, which, while a little sad, is a great thing. I can say that everyone of my students who graduated from highschool this year will be going to college. While this is a very small sample group of students from Tinjdad, it is still a much better percentage than my highschool.

The work with the world mural still painfully drags on as well. The hardest part with its completion is undoubtably the fact that it is on the other side of town, and thus requires either a 5 mintue taxi ride or a 15-20 minute bike ride to get to. As simple as this seems, it is much harder when you have to rally up the same students who can barley make it to my class, which is no more than a 5 minute walk away for most. Last week was the second time that I had successfully gotten most of my students there to work on it. Since everyone, including myself, was in such a hurry to get it completed since doing so would mean not having to come back, the drawling of the uncompleted countries was hurried, as was the painting of them that followed. As a result of the hurriedness, and my inability to supervize everyone at once, all of Eastern Europe and half of Asia was painted the color of the ocean. Oh the joys of learning!

Well, I'm off to unstick myself from the couch and shower some sweat off. Until next time...

Ok, so due to popular demand(although mainly that of my mom), here is a list of things that are unavailable to me here in Tinejdad, if not all of Morocco, and would thus be excellent things to send to me in a care package if any of you out there ever have the inclination to do so (list limited to thins that could actually be sent through the mail):

-Easy Cheese

-Mac N Cheese

-beef jerky/Slim Jims

-instant Ranch/Italian dressing packets

-gravy mix packets

-friend chicken batter(the guy I replaced had some left over when I moved in and it is oh so good)

-skittles/fruit snacks

-Any books/magazines in English (preferably non-fiction, but I'll read anything)

-TV shows on dvd(Lost, seasons 3 or 4, The Office, 24, Weeds, The Daily Show, just to name a few)

-Ice tea mix

-flavored oatmeal

-Gatorade mix(if it exists- I think it does)

-Act mouth wash

-one of those hand held fan/squirt bottle things(could seriously help prevent me from melting in the summer-its already reached an average of about 105 every day)

-instant soup/noddles

-powdered milk

-dried fruit

Thats all I can think of for now, although im sure the list will continue to expand with time.

p.s.- My mailing address can be found in my blog profile

So I just looked at a calender, and its apparently June 12th! An entire month has passed me by, and in the best of ways when one has reached the point of needing a break.

The paid vaca (aka eye infection)- This break I speak of was unexpected, and came with the price of bearing with what was probably the worst pain I have ever experienced in my face. It began very randomly; with waking up one Saturday morning and immediately realizing that I could barley open my right eye, and that to do so was horribly painful. Assuming that it was just another temporary irritation (those of which are ever so common here in the desert), I proceeded to spend the day walking around outside, which now, in retrospect, was a very stupid decision. Tinejdad is probably one of the worst places anyone could be outside with an infected eye, what with the blazing sun and sand storms. After a full day of the pain increasingly getting worse, and my eye feeling increasingly reminiscent of a tackle box, I was told by PC medical staff to make the God forsaken 12 hour souk bus trip to Rabat to see the doctor there.

After somehow managing to make my way to the bus with a makeshift eye patch made out of a bandanna, I found a seat and the journey from hell began. Although it was only my right eye that was infected, it was painful to have just the left open, so my trek was spent with both eyes closed, occasionally having to feel around like a blind, out of place pirate in order to exit and get some air. Once arriving in Rabat and successfully avoiding being hit by a car while blindly making it to headquarters, I was driven straight to an eye doctor who took one look at my eye and said something along the lines of "there is a chance you will not go blind." My immediate thought: "a glass eye wouldn't be so bad would it? I mean, i'd always have a killer Halloween costume, be able to provide endless entertainment for children, would have the ability to look really scary if need be, and it would cut the price of contacts in half, right?"

Needless to say, it was thus determined that I be medically evacuated (med-evaced) and sent to the PC medical headquarters, which just so happens to be located in Washington, DC, about 4 metro stations from my house. Just as quickly as my condition got bad, it got better, as did my overall situation(karma perhaps?). The med-evac thus became a paid vacation, in which I was able to spend time with family and friends, and do as many things American as I could possibly fit into the time I was there. My eye was said to be fully healed about 2 weeks after I arrived there, although the doctor said I did "dodge a bullet", and was lucky to return to Morocco with nothing more than a small scar in my eye. Lhumdullah(praise be to God). To top it all off, I was bumped up to first class on the flight back, which was a luxury that words can not do justice, and a realization as to why rich people love money so much.

IST- To further add to my wave of good karma, I was able to return back to Morocco just in time for in service training(IST), in which everyone from my PC group, or "stage"(about 58 of us) got to spend a week on the beach in Agadir. Agadir is a large beach city in the south, with a very cool 60's beach town vibe. In 1960 it was the site of what was the worst earthquake in Moroccan history, killing 15,000 people. The city was re-built about 3 k south from where it was originally, and with a very un-Moroccan 1960's beach town architectural style. Hence, it felt a lot more like I was somewhere in Southern California than in Morocco...definitely a good way to gradually re-integrate. There were long days of training involved, yet most of it was practical stuff that was good to know, and much of it was taught by pcv's in the classic PC skills sharing way. Beach time certainly made it all well worth while. Afterwards, some fellow pcv's and I went to Tagazout, which is a small surf town about 35 k north of Agadir...it was apparently well known by beach dwellers world wide in the 1960's and was where many American hippies came to hang out, including The Doors. We got a perfect condo for a night right on the beach, for the equivalent for about 6$ a person...the experience could not have been topped. One of my favorite thins in this town are the shirts they have for sale with the image of a man in a jellaba(traditional Moroccan clothing) holding a surf board. This is definitely a good portrayal of the town...Islam meets surfing.

So I am now back in Tinejdad, getting back into the swing of things after being out of town longer than I had ever anticipated, and loving it. After some time in America and a week on the beach, I am recharged and ready for some volunteering action. Some time away was good to put things in perspective and realize just how incredible and unique an experience this whole peace corps thing is. Furthermore, walking around town yesterday and seeing how excited people are to see me back reassures me that I am in a good place right now, for me and for those around me. It is now summer, which means school is out, things are slowing down, and getting very hot and uncomfortable. Despite this change of pace laced with overshadowing gloominess, I am ready now more than I have been thus far to seize my time here and go full force with all development help I can provide, and to become even more integrated in my home away from home.

That is all for today, however, updates on projects are soon to come. Until then...

I wake up in the morning to the unremitting noise of the 3rd world doorbell box attached to the wall above the stairs. Before my eyes open for the day, it hits me: I’m still here…and I’m about to spend yet another day in this desert town I now call home. A donkey brays outside of my window, as if to fill in as a Moroccan substitute for the rooster. I prefer the rooster. After 5 minutes of doing the best I can to go back to dreams of the comfort of a former life, I give up and open my eyes to look at the clock on my cell phone.

6:30 AM

It’s a Saturday morning; about 3 hours after the time that I would have passed out after a fun night out in the 1st world. I would have had at least 6 more hours left of sleep and would not have already begun to ponder about how I would deal with the day’s inevitable frustrations, which, since I was now awake at 6:30 in the morning with the inability to go back to sleep, had already begun.

I let out a groan, close my eyes back shut tightly, and roll onto my side, trying to remember if I had any milk left for cereal. Another minute goes by until I decide that I don’t, and curse myself for finishing it the night before. This means that I’ll have to go to the hanut down the street and deal with the Saturday morning hanut(box-like convenient store) guy, who is my least favorite of hanut guys. Once the reality of the day is starting to set in, several flies land on my face and confirm its presence. It’s looking like a long one.

I throw on some clothes and stumble down the stairs, passing underneath the doolbell from hell and begin my door opening process by slamming my body against and turning the lock. Despite the freshness of the day, the sun hits my face like an open-palmed smack , as if it were to say “Wake up man! Your in Morocco!”

And so it goes...

The last three weeks here have been relativley uneventful, but good. I have started up my first club; a journalism club in which we will come out with a monthly newspaper called The Tinejdad Times. It will start out as an online publication, until I can get funding for it (InshaAllah) in order to make hard copies. It will be in both Arabic and English, and will have sections on the enviornment, education, sports, current events, and local culture. The first issue is scheduled to come out on May 18th, and I will obviously post a link for it on here once it's ready.

I am now the busiest I have been as far as objective work goes since I have been here. Objective meaning work other than time spent drinking tea and hanging out with locals, which can still be called work here. I am teaching English in 4 different locations (not including a friend who I tutor a few times a week), working on two projects, and am still facilitating girls basketball. The locations for English class include the 2 Dar Chebabs(youth centers), the Neddy Neswi(woman center), and The Dar Taliba(girls center). My English teaching methods have altered slightly since upon working a busy schedule, classes have varied enourmsly in size and the English level of students. I can have a Dar Taliba class one week with 40 young, hyperactive, giggly girls who don't know a word of English, and the following week have only 3 girls show up for the same class, who have studied the language for 2 years in highschool. Hence, my new method consists of not over preparing for a specific lesson, yet having a few options to choose from, all of which are easy to improvise off of in class. The girls do not seem to care that I am a man and that I wear shorts to class (something that many men do not do in my town, despite the blaring desert sun). These classes also require more animation on my part since I teach them almostly exclusivley in Arabic and often times need to act out words I do not know. Me acting ridiculous does seem to be an effective temperory cure for their apparant ADD, since despite their energy, I always seem to hold their attention.

The world mural project is comming along slowley but surley. A few weeks ago I managed to get about 15 students to help out with the outline at once. They all seemed very into it, and appeared to be enjoying learning about all the countries that exist in the world- many of which they had never heard of before. The only problem was that I had a little too much confidence in their ability to follow the grid correctly, and countries ended up in interesting places(ie-The Czech Republic and Morocco are neighbors). Oh well, all part of the learning process (somthing I must tell myself about everything here).

In my free time I have been riding my bike a lot. A few weeks ago me and some pcv neighbors went exploring in the mountains behind my house and found several old, tiny Berber villages. Along our way we stopped to examine the crystalized rocks and fossilized trillabites, and were approached by a man who was eager to show us his fossil collection and try to sell us some of his goods. Instead of buying anything anything, we went with him to his village for tea (you can never drink enough tea in Morocco). In his village we were able to check out a pond with giant carp, which was an amazing site in the middle of the desert, and were also showed the primary fossil dig site, which appeared to be the only source of income for the small community of about 100 people. He even let us dig with his equipment and search for ourselves. It was amazing to see how many prehistoric shells and crustations could be found in a place so deprived of water.

Another good note is that I have finally found someone nearby to jam out on my guitar with. He is a young yet very experienced painter and guitarist, and oddly enough we have almost the exact same taste in music. I shall keep you posted on the release our first album.

Until next time.

Well, it has seemed to have happened again. In the past few weeks so much has happened without me updating my blog that now it must all come out at once, in a montage of happenings. But oh well, I suppose its better than no blog at all.

The first thing that requires commentary would be my trip to Marrakesh and Essaoura. I made the trip in order to utilize the 4 day weekend that was provided by the prophet’s birthday, as well as venture to the large part of Morocco that I had not yet visited.

Making the ride there and back without vomiting once has got be one of my biggest accomplishments yet. It is about a 10 hour bus ride to Kesh from Tinejdad, with the last 6 hours of the ride consisting of amazingly steep, narrow roads that prevent you from thinking about anything besides not dying. Making it to Marrakesh, however, is well worth the journey. The city is enormous, and, like many cities in Morocco, contains areas with distinctly new and old foundations. I spent most of my limited time there in Jimelfna (sp?), which is the main center with plenty to see and do, such as eat and get a picture of you and a monkey (which I would not recommend-buying a monkey would probably not cost much more than the price that is charged for taking a picture of one).

From Kesh I went onward to Essaoura which is a beautiful beach town with a strong European feel to it. It was rewarding to make it to the camal covered beach after a stint in the camal covered desert. Although tourists can often be a nuisance, the abundance of them in both of these places was actually comforting- after living off the beaten path, its nice to get back once and a while.

Now for the biggest highlight of my service thus far: SPRING CAMP:

Shortly following my return from the 4 day weekend excursion, I went on yet another excursion, this time work related, to Meknes for spring camp. The spring camps that Peace Corps works with serve as language emersion camps, with pcv’s working there as camp counselors and English teachers. Meknes is a large, modern city located near Rabat. It is known for being the one time centre of the Moroccan sultanate, and for holding Morocco’s largest University. When I was offered the chance to spend a week there for camp, I of course jumped at the opportunity.

There were 8 pcv’s working the camp, along with 8 Moroccan staff members, and about 70 campers(the number was supposed to be higher, but dropped at the last minute). Each pcv was assigned an English class and a club to teach. I ended up teaching intermediate English and a theatre club, the latter of which was a brand new experience for me.

The class ended up mainly consisting of theatre activities that basically served to make the kids feel comfortable acting ridiculous. I’m not sure that comfort ever came into play, but I most certainly accomplished the ridiculous aspect(which was hilarious and nearly enough to make me pursue teaching theatre to kids as a profession). In one of the club classes we wrote a play which ended up being an “environmental comedy”, after we couldn’t decide on whether to do a play about the environment or a comedy.

The play was performed at the “spectacle”, which was a large performance done at the end of camp, carried out by paid dancers and Moroccan rappers(really bad). The performance lasted until about 12:30 am, upon which, finally, my theatre club was allowed to perform our masterpiece to a room of about 300 rowdy Moroccan youth. We had to use microphones with horrible feedback in order to be heard, which did nothing to aid in the understanding of the faulty English that the play was performed in. The environmental theme may not have understood, but it most certainly hilarious(at least for me and the other Americans present).

We were also lucky enough to go on a field trip to Voubilis(known as Oualili to Moroccan locals), which is site of the largest and best reserved Roman ruins in Morocco, declared a Unesco world heritage site about 10 years ago. It was originally established by Carthaginian traders in the 3rd century BC, and taken over by the Romans in 40 AD. Needless to say, it was an amazing place to visit, although the tour was made unlike others I have taken, with 70 rowdy kids singing Moroccan songs and banging on drums the entire time.

Camp was a great experience, and made me appreciate being a youth development volunteer even more. I had more laughs there with(and at) kids than I have had thus far in Morocco, and really do feel like I helped present a positive image of America in doing so. Until next time…

So this past weekend was one that was definitely blog worthy. On Saturday I went to a nearby pcv's site to assist with a cleanup project she was conducting with the help of a grant. Upon the very moment I arrived, I knew that what we were doing there was truley making an impact. Just walking through the town gave me a feeling as if I had just releievd all of Morocco from poverty. It was clearly the most attention the small town had gotten for well, maybe ever.

To elaborate on the project, it consisted of cleaning up a duwar (small village made of mud) by the name of Akboub, which aside from being half torn down and garbage ridden, is a beautiful place with a lot of potential. The money from the grant was spent to purchase trash cans, make signs for tourist passer bys, a tractor to take the garbage away, and payment for the official figures in the town for their help. Everyone in the town seemed to know about the project and permeated a sense of excitement that you might expect to see on the face of a child entering Disneyland. There was even an announcement for the event made on the Mosque speakers, just like the call to prayer. As a result of the advertising, what seemed to be half of the town showed up for the cause. There were more kids there than anyone seemed to know what to do with. They appeared to come right out of the mud work, with more appearing every time I turned around.

The first day me and the other volunteers who were assisting mainly stood around and looked important (which was apparently an important role to play), walking around and complimenting the workers on a job well done. The following day, however, was spent getting our hands dirty and clearing out the trash and unwanted rubble piece by piece. Despite their shared hyperactivity, the kids were all interested in helping, and would do work when given a specific task, such as “put all the garbage in this area in this pile right here.” Getting rid of the garbage was creative process. While logically it seemed like we should have simply moved the garbage from the piles we made of it to the tractor, the authoritative figures seemed to share the viewpoint that as long as garbage couldn’t be seen then it was taken care of. This meant that it was perfectly acceptable to burry piles of garbage that was in hard to reach places, and burn it in others. I suppose that once the project is finished, it will at least look clean, and what people don’t know won’t hurt them. It certainly did expedite the process. Perhaps if I was an environmental volunteer I’d have more to say on this, but from my youth development perspective, as long as there were a bunch of kids working together to get something productive done I was happy. It is in situations such as these where it seems that a volunteer must rely on the PC defense mechanism of adjusting ones expectations. It works like a charm once you get it down.

In other news, I have recently started to get back in shape with the discovery of a “gym”, which is actually less than a block away from my apartment. The facility consists of about 5 very old weight lifting machines, a small selection of free weights, a punching bag, and by far the most impressive feature; a wooden floor(the only wooden floor I have seen in my 6 months of living here). My neighbor, who is incredibly athletic, told me about it when he discovered me filling up empty water bottles with rocks and sand outside of my apartment in order to use them as weights. For the past week I have been running everyday with him and his friends and hitting the weight afterwards. Not only am I getting healthy again, but I am getting good opportunities to practice my language, as none of my new workout buddies speak any English.

That’s it for now. Until next time…

After reading the commentary of Andrew and Tim's blogs (both of which have much more effort put into than mine) about their time here, I felt obligated to post the links for both of them. I encourage everyone to check them out.

The past few weeks have been good. I have been moderately productive with my work efforts, and have managed to get out of site a decent amount. I have to begin 2 weekends back, when a nearby PC companion and I headed down south to visit the site of another friend for what I was told was a "party". After the 5 hour commute via souk bus, and picking up another volunteer along the way, we finally pulled into the small town, which was still 2 and 1/2 kilometers from our final destination. For those of you who are not familiar with the souk bus, it is a lot like the Pirates Of The Caribbean ride at Disney World, but stops being fun much sooner, and lasts A LOT longer. It is also my primary mode of transportation in the south, as there is no train near me, and it is cheaper than a taxi.

Once we started to make our way there via foot, as we were passing by a donkey cart, one of my counterparts had a genius idea. Without saying more than "I've got a great idea!", he ran over to the man driving the donkey cart, began talking to him in his local Berber dialect, and proceeded to ask him if we could catch a ride in his cart to our "work meeting". Judging by the mans reaction, this was the first time 3 white guys had approached him speaking Arabic and Berber asking for such a thing. Fortunately, he was able to squeeze us into his busy donkey man schedule and take us there. We made ourselves comfortable in the rickety wooden and metal cart and continued to chat with the man, jokingly asking him to take us all the way to Tata, a town about 8 hours away by souk bus, and that we would pay for his food. About 30 minutes and a 100 confused looks from locals later, we pulled into our destination, which was in front of a Berber carpet co-op...one of the 5 small mud houses that comprised the village, where we met up with 2 additional volunteers, thus completing the party attendees. Despite the small size of the gathering for which we spent half a day of traveling, it turned out to be a fun evening, and im sure gave the locals plenty to talk about.

The following weekend I attended VSN(Volunteer Support Network) training. The VSN is a network comprised of volunteers, that exists to help counsel other volunteers who are in need of it. The Peace Corps can be incredibly stressful and frustrating at times, and there are endless amounts of problems that can arise during ones service. So many that VSN was created to help relieve the PC medical counseling staff of some work...plus sometimes it helps just to speak with another American volunteer that you can relate to. The training lasted for 4 days, and was surprisingly therapeutic. We spent the majority of the training practicing counseling through role plays, in which we traded off being the counselor and the counselee. After an initial run through, I found that it was much easier to play the role of the person being counseled if I used some of my own problems, as opposed to made up ones. It felt good to talk to someone about things such as difficulty adjusting to my new hobbit-like lifestyle and being myself in a different language and culture. It was also good to see some friends from PST that I hadn’t seen in a while, and eat tasty food that was provided from our pcv host, who like many volunteers is an amazing cook. I left feeling refreshed, Zen like, and ready to pass on the feeling to anyone in need. The following day I went to the dentist in Ouarzazate to replace a filling that had fallen out a few weeks prior. I was relieved to find out that the PC dentist is good, and that I was able to describe that I had lost a filling in Arabic.

So this is everything that I can think of that is worth mentioning for this week. There are several things coming up that I will wait on to provide commentary. Until next time.

So the last few weeks and been relatively uneventful, but in compliance with my attempted blogging loyalty I shall enter reguardless. One event was that I had my 25th birthday, which was my first 3rd world bday celebration. I met up with 2 fellow pvc’s and went on a bike ride through the nearby desert. The most eventful part of this day would have to be me getting hit by a motorcycle, and not getting a scratch on me.

It was amazing. I was riding in between the two other volunteers, going around a corner, when a motorcycle came flying towards me and hit me dead on, dragging my bike about 100 feet. Somehow, a millisecond before impact, I managed to jump off my bike, land on my feet and watch as my bike was dragged. The chain on the bike was knocked off, but was fixed relatively easily, and that was it. I wish there had been a Berber village person nearby with a video camera, as it was probably one of the most athletic things I’ve ever done.

As for productivity, I am currently working on getting several projects off the ground, the first of which will be a mural of the world painted in the Dar Chebab. My SBD counterpart has an art background, and wants to use her expertise in facilitating this. The second is more of an event, which would be a career day, in which we would have people from different professions in the community come in a talk about what they do. My only concern about this is that we will only have access to a limited amount of careers. It would be great to expose my students to professions that don’t necessarily exist in the dirty south, like law or journalism. The project that I am most looking forward to is the making of a documentary video, with my students as actors, about growing up in Tinjdad. I will make sure to post it up on U-Tube once it is complete, InShaallah.

The most exciting aspect of the last 2 weeks is the fixing of my toilet. Finally! LHumdullah!(praise be to God). After about 3 weeks of waiting, using the Turkish toilet which is oddly located right in front of the front door to my apartment, and bathing by bucket on my roof, a plumber finally came and fixed the problem. He used on interesting technique to get rid of the clog by filling up all the drains in the bathroom with cement, and forcing water down with a hose which was sticking down one of them, also buried in cement. Not sure if they teach that one in plumber school in the states. It also served as good language practice in that I learned the Arabic words for cement (seamen…took me offguard when he initially asked me for some), screwdriver, hammer, and shit. That’s all for now. Peace.

So the past few days have been a lot of fun. It all started with a random email entitled “RPCV’s

in Morocco”. It was from two returned Peace Corps volunteers, Tim and Andrew, who have recently finished their service in Bulgaria. In this email they explained that they were conducting a post PC project, which involved traveling across the world and conducting work similar to that which is conducted by the Peace Corps. Furthermore, they explained that their partner in Morocco had fallen through and that they were in search of a way to make use of their time while here. I told them to come on through, and that they were more than welcome to present in the Dar Chebab. That they did, and I was pleased to find out that they are both in fact very cool and very serious about their project. While they were here I introduced them to my community, explored with them like a tourist, exchanged similarities and differences from PC Morocco to PC Bulgaria(which forced me to convince myself that I'm better off here, living an alchohol free, celebate lifestyle), and conducted one hell of a discussion with my students on stereotypes. This was also a great opportunity for me to gain some confidence in my Moroccan Arabic, as being around people who don’t speak a word of it made me feel much more skilled than I actually am (teaching English has the same effect of my English confidence at times).

About 25 people showed up for this discussion, and on time (first time that has ever happened). I arranged for there to be translators, as I assumed many audience members would not be able to understand English or Bulgarian. We began the discussion with a simple statement of “all women are good cooks”, and asked the audience weather they agreed or disagreed with this statement. The majority of participants caught on quickly, which allowed us to promptly illicit heavier stereotypes from them, such as “all American’s are rich and selfish”, and “all Muslim’s are terrorists”. It worked out amazingly well, and was relieving in a sense, considering that these were things that I have always wanted to talk about but needed the proper setting to do so. I do feel lucky that I was assigned a site where there are many educated and seemingly open minded youth who are eager to participate in such discussions.

Having Tim and Andrew here for a few days also allowed me to explore activities that I would probably not have pursued if it were not for their presence, such as Tae Kwon Do lessons on my roof (Andrew is a 3rd degree Black Belt) or a trip to the Hammam which is right around the corner from my house. As for the Hamman, it is essentially a Moroccan bath house which has three bathing rooms, each of which has a different temperature. There is also water offered in three different temperatures (cold, warm, and burning lava hot). The hottest of these rooms, which one might nickname “the chamber of fire water”, is where the majority of the skin scrubbing and soaping takes place. There are Moroccans there are available to lend a helping hand with the peeling of “dead” skin. I figured that might be something to save for when I’m a bit more integrated.

For more information on Tim and Andrew and their project, you can visit their website at www.supercross08.com . I am actually now on their partner page for my courageous contribution to their work.

So it looks like I broke my blog promise. It has been about 3 weeks since my last entry, and by no means have I been updating it more frequently as I said I would. Sorry, to all my fans out there. Maybe I’ll just stop making promises.

Life has been a little slow recently, but good. Over the past few weeks I have been able attack my soon to be apartment full force with cleaning supplies, and have bought some furniture so its about time to move out of the host families place. Despite my cleaning efforts however, yesterday my Turkish toilet went insane and sewage began to come up through the drain in my shower, leaving my bathroom resembling a broken outdoor latrine. On a good note, I was able to practice my Darija with a local plumber. I hadn’t had much plumbing vocabulary practice prior to this event.

I have been able to get out on several bike rides and hikes, which have been therapeutic. The day before Christmas I hiked the Todra Gorge with a fellow PCV, and last weekend I went on a bike ride through the Dades gorge. Both of these places are close to me and beautiful. Hiking through the Mid-Atlas mountains reminds me a lot of hiking through the Rocky’s in CO, yet in CO there are no nomads, donkeys, and randoms sheep herds that you might run into while hiking. It’s interesting to hike 10 miles into what seems like the middle of nowhere and find a wardrobes’ worth of clothing laid out and drying on a rock, along with a make-shift lean-to with a donkey tied to it. To me the most fascinating thing about the nomads is that they seem to move themselves, along with everything they own everyday. There are days when I barley leave my apartment.

Today there will actually be the celebration of another Moroccan holiday called Ashura. The 10th of January is officially Islamic New Year. Magic, good, and evil is practiced on the Ashura day and on the preceding night which is said to favor witches. People gather and wear masks and costumes and speak in disguised voices the night before, which is apparently today (even though today is the 18th). On Ashura eve, “the bonfire night” fires are built throughout the town and people sing and dance around them. In addition, there are water rites attributed to this holiday, and it is said that you can freely soak someone with water on the morning of it. So from the sounds of it, it seems like a Moroccan Halloween without candy, but water, and in the coldest time of year. Today there will be a festival for this near my site, so I will have to go and see for myself, and perhaps wear my raincoat.

As for teaching, it continues to go well. I recently got a camcorder (thanks parents!), so my next big perceived activity will be making a documentary video with my students about life in Tinejdad. They are all very excited about this idea, as am I. Part of me has always secretly wanted to make documentary videos, and I can’t think of a better place to start than right here.

That’s it for today. Hopefully the next few weeks will be more eventful so I will have more interesting things to write about. Until then…

After experiencing Leid Kbir, I would have to say that I have now encountered what I believe to be the most extreme cross cultural integration event that I may experience during my entire stint here in Morocco. To elaborate on this Muslim holiday from my last entry, it is actually kind of like Christmas. Just instead of a pine tree, every family gets a sheep...and instead of setting it up in their living room and decorating it, they take it to their back yard and slaughter it. And instead of receiving presents, family members gather around to receive their portions of mystery meat.

What I mean by the Christmas comparison is that the feeling of loving thy family, getting together and celebrating is very much the same. The medium to get there is just a bit different. Its actually kind of admirable...every participating family seems to know exactly what their doing while slaughtering and preparing the animal. I don't know of one member in my entire family, extended included, who would have the slightest clue as to what to do with a sheep, dead or alive. I was asked if for Thanksgiving we gather around and watch as the turkey is slaughtered...and I felt stab of laziness as I replied that, well, no, most families I know of, including my own, buy a pre-killed, pre-skinned turkey. Perhaps after another year of watching some good ol fashioned slaughterins I'll be able to step up to the plate, butcher knife in one hand, live turkey head in the other.

I was also lucky enough to be in a large family, which required both a cow and a sheep to feed sufficiently. The first slaughtering came about a bit unexpectedly...2 days before the official beginning of Lied. I was on my way out the door for my tutoring session, and was told that I had to cut the session an hour short in order to catch the show. This was communicated to me by my host sister saying I had to be back for the (drags her finger across her neck with a big smile across her face). And boy am I glad I made it back in time. The whole family was there, many of whom had just arrived that day to make the occasion. My mom made tea and cookies, and we watched family butchers go to work as if we were watching the superbowl. I couldn't resist posting the pictures of this that I was encouraged to take, so I apologize to those of you with weak stomachs. Anyways, whats there not to love? It's the circle of life, and we are at the top of the food chain! Hoorah!

As for the food, its actually been delicious thus far. For the past 3 days I have eaten nothing but meat kabobs, mixed with tasty spices and bread. However, I may be speaking preemptivley since I have yet to eat any liver, eyes, or testicles. There is plenty of sheep left, and we are just now getting to the last of the cow, so for those of you who are reading this on the edge of your seats, I shall keep you posted. Happy Holidays!

So I have now been on Tinjdad for about 3 weeks. An interesting thing has happened to my perception of time since being here thus far. While in PST time seemed to slow down substantially, time has now seemed to have sped up, and the past 3 weeks have really flown by. Perhaps because I am now much more relaxed and on my own schedule. Interesting how time changes. Anyway, I have had a great first 3 weeks here, and would say the integration process is going quite smoothly. I am now teaching English on a regular basis and am loving it. My students are great...most of them at least have an English foundation from which I can build upon easily. For example, my "beginner" class speaks better English than I speak Moroccan Arabic. This is much easier and fun (and better for a teachers mental stability) than spending hours going over the alphabet and numbers until you sound like Rainman. I also have activities every Saturday, which thus far have been girls basketball. In order for girls to have a chance to play any sport here without any male interference there must be some kind of facilitator to regulate. That’s where I come in. Hopefully I can couch better than I play, and we can win some games in our region. The Tinjdad girls have played a neighboring town, Golmima, several times in the past few months have lost by a long shot every time. If anyone reading this has any plays they’d like to pass my way that would be awesome.

I have met a good amount of useful people in the area, including 4 English teachers who have been extremely helpful in getting me situated. I am now getting tutored by two teachers, which I think is good since it allows me to practice with people different accents. Once I get into the swing of things a bit more, I will begin teaching English in the Neddy Neswi, which is like a Dar Chebeb for women. I also plan on doing some work with theatre and music. My students are very interested in all aspects of American culture, one of them being music, yet have never heard Jimi Hendrix so it seems like we have a lot to cover. On the note of cultural exchange, I have begun a pen pal exchange program with the students in my Dar Chebab and my cousin Ali's class of 8th graders in the states. I am really excited about this...it seems like a great way for the students in both countries to learn about each others cultures, without us teachers having to do all that much.

Last week my host brother took me to the museum of Tinjdad, which is incredible. The main thing that’s incredible about it is, well, its a museum in my Peace Corps site! Here I was crossing my fingers on running water and electricity, and I get all that and a museum on top of it. Sweet. It gives a detailed account of the history of Tinjdad and the surrounding region. It has tons of artifacts, some of which date back nearly a thousand years. It also has lots of artwork from my host brother Rachid, who, as I mentioned in a previous entry, is a well recognized artist in the area. To top it all off it has narratives in English! It is probably the only thing in English in the entire town. It is attached to a hotel, which has got to be one of the coolest hotels I have ever seen. Most of the rooms are different from one another, yet each has a classy desert vibe. The prices are decent too. I highly recommend it to anyone passing through.

So what else...Leid Kbir is right around the corner. For those of you who don't know (which is probably most of you reading this), Leid Kbir is the Muslim holiday in which every family slaughters 1 or more sheep and proceeds to eat every last part of its body throughout the course of a few weeks. This includes everything from the eyes, to the testicles, to the skin on the face. The slaughtering conveniently lands about a week before Christmas, so when my family is back at home eating their Christmas ham, I will be here eating my Leid Kbir sheep testicles. Tis the Season! I shall definitely has further updates on that as it occurs.

That’s all I got for now. Until next time...

Well, it has finally arrived…the day that seemed like it never would. I have arrived to my final site for good, and shall remain here for the next 2 years. I am now an official volunteer, and should theoretically be fully prepared to live on the edge of the Sahara for the next 2 years of my life.

Apologies to those of you who have been waiting for a new update for the past few weeks and have failed to receive one until now. As usual, I have been incredibly busy, yet these past 2 weeks have been an unusual exception since it was the home stretch of pre-service training. In the past few weeks we have crammed for our final language exam, taken it, met up with the small business development group, continued technical training, had a larger thanksgiving dinner than I ever deemed possible, and gotten sworn in as official volunteers. Figuring out where to begin with a blog entry has thus become a more difficult task than it typically should be.

How about I start with Thanksgiving dinner. I'm not really sure what to say about it other than it was better than I ever thought was possible in a country in which its celebration does not exist. Fortunately, however, Morocco is a culture in which most holidays are celebrated by a huge feast of some sort, so in this case, they could certainly relate to it a lot more than something like Halloween. We had about 10 volunteers on cooking staff, who successfully managed to cook for about 80 people (67 volunteers and nearly 15 language teachers and staff members). It was impressive, to say the least.

Following thanksgiving was the tail end of training. This involved a ton of power points reviewing policies and safety procedures...not a big surprise. One of the highlights of meeting up with the SBD group was the SBD vs. YD talent show. For this I decided that it was only necessary to write an end of PC training song and perform it with a fellow volunteer musician. It worked out well...we sang it to the tune of Pink Floyd's "The Wall", and touched on many common training subjects, such as seemingly never ending power points, diarreah, and the feeling one has when initially being dropped off into the middle of nowhere for the next 2 years of one's life. Judging by the overwhelming laughter, everyone seemed to enjoy it.

Swearing in was perfect. We had it held in what must be the nicest hotel in all of Fes; on the top of a mountain overlooking the Medina, right next to some old Roman ruins. Everyone that I have interacted with since being in Morocco was in attendance...including my first host family. It was great to see them and catch up in broken Arabic...they did mention that my language had improved, which was encouraging since it is sometimes difficult for me to tell. Three of the volunteers from my stage gave speeches in Moroccan Arabic, Tamazigte, and Tashlehete...although I had trouble understanding most of it, the host country nationals(HCN's) in the audience seemed really receptive. A job well done.

I am currently in what will soon become my apartment, which I have taken over from a current volunteer. I am very happy with it, especially since I can play put-put golf on the roof(thanks to the creativity of the former volunteer), and get hot showers and internet right away. He even left me a full jar of Skippy peanut butter! His efforts will not be forgotten. This will have to be all for now, however, now that I have my own internet connection, and no longer have training to deal with, entries should be much more frequent(this time I'm serious). Until next time...

In search of more information on Tinjdad, I stumbled upon the following information, most of which I took out of the blog of a former Tinjdad PCV, Andy. After visiting Tinjdad for a week, I find everything said in its description of the present to be very accurate. Enjoy!

Tinjdad, Morocco

The town of Tinjdad, Morocco is located in Eastern Morocco on the main road from Ouarzazate to Errachidia/Erfoud about forty kilometers past Tinghir. Most of its population consists of Berbers from the Ait Merad tribe, and despite the French and Arab conquests of the Berbers of Morocco, its original culture and language are largely intact as you can quickly observe in their daily activities, primary spoken language, and traditions.

Its History

Originally, Tinjdad consisted of a small desert oasis called Ferkla. Its first inhabitants were nomads, called injda in their native tongue, traveling from the nearby High Atlas Mountains and the Jbel Sarhro mountains. As time passed, more and more of injda built ksars within the Ferkla oasis, making it their permanent home. Generally, each ksar was surrounded by walls with some watchtowers at different points and one or several huge entrances and was made up several houses, a mosque, a place for parties and sometimes an inn. The Ferkla oasis continued to grow and a large marketplace was built in the center of the Asrir ksar, where all of the major trade in the area took place. Within the oasis, there was also a large population of Jews who contributed largely to the craftsmanship and business activities of the area. When the French colonized Morocco, they moved the commercial center of the town to its current location. Post-French colonization, the area was given its present-day name Tinjdad, which in the original Berber dialect of the region means “place of nomads.” The entire Jewish population has since vanished but a significant portion of the population is still of Berber decent and speaks the Berber dialect of Tamazight.

Its Present

Tinjdad is well worth a visit if you happen to be going to the nearby Gorges of Tinghir or Boulmane Dades or if you are on your way to the dunes of Merzouga. Tinjdad is home to 18 intact ksars, a museum, an artifacts crafts gallery, a small art gallery, a unique hotel, and several charming cafes. You can visit several of the ksars on foot, bicycle, or in a car (Asrir, El Korbat, Sat, and Gaardmit are highly recommended). The museum and hotel are inside the El Korbat ksar. The museum primarily exhibits the past and present daily life and culture of the Berbers in the area (in Spanish, French, English, Catalina, and Arabic). The hotel is a top-notch establishment cleverly woven throughout the inside of the ksar’s walls. Zaid’s Gallery contains several old crafts and artifacts from the area and is owned by a local of the same name (he speaks English, French, German, and Arabic). Rachid Bouskri’s art gallery is located near the road to Asrir, and Rachid is a local artist who primarily paints impressionistic and abstract works with the general theme of each work encompassing daily life in Tinjdad (he speaks Tamazight, French, Arabic, and a little English). He is also my host brother, and has been amazingly helpful in getting me settled in and introducing me to the town. The two most notable cafes are Café Panorama and Café Ferkla (Both owners speak French, Arabic, and a little English). While both boast good food, charm, and plenty of tea and coffee, Café Panorama is located on the front edge of town facing Tinghir and has a panoramic view of the surrounding palm oasis and mountains. Café Ferkla is located on the other side of town near the main market, and if you come by on a souk day (Sunday and Wednesday), this area is bustling. For more information, please email any questions or requests to visit_tinjdad@yahoo.com .Tahruets

Before concrete houses came to the small desert villages in Eastern Morocco, most people lived in large mud buildings that were linked together to form ksars. Within these ksars, women could come and go to gather water and attend the fields; however, when a woman left her house, it was normal and expected that she cover most of herself in a shawl/scarf referred to as a tahruet. At first, tahruets were a simple solid black, the color chosen to better absorb heat from the sun. Later on, women began to embroider colorful Berber symbols on the tahruets.

In the towns of Tinejdad and Goulmima and the surrounding villages, the embroidery on tahruets consists of brightly colored ancient Berber symbols, usually coming from modifications of the popular letter Z from the Tamazight alphabet (tifinagh), which has come to stand for Berber pride. There are also a few symbols that represent the moon and the stars, which are very important to the Berber tribes near the Sahara since they are essential for activity and travel in the desert nights. The tahruets of this area are similar because most of the people are descendants of the Ait Merad Berber tribe. In many of the towns and surrounding villages near Rissani and Erfoud, women also wear tahruets; however, they are simpler in nature, usually just a solid black. The women in this area also tend to use the tahruet to cover all but one eye, as they are descendents of the Alawite dynasty (the dynasty of the present-day king Mohamed VI), which tends to be more conservative and more distinctly Arabic. In the other towns and surrounding villages near Merzouga, Rissani, and Aoufous, women again embroider their tahruets with designs, but these vary slightly from those found near Tinejdad and Goulmima, because the women are descendants of the Ait Atta tribe.

So as usual, a lot has happened in the past week and I am faced with the task of writing an entry that has a lot of stuff out of order. I have gotten my wallet stolen, experienced Moroccoween, and gotten my site announcement! My site is in a small town of about 17,600 people called Tinjdad, in South Eastern Morocco. It is about an hour south east of Errachidia, which is the closest semi large city, and about an hour and a half West of Algeria (See attached map with me confused and pointing).

I have just arrived here yesterday and my first impressions are that I really lucked out. The town is fairly big and seems to be very active. It is on the edge of the Sahara and surrounded by mountains. According to the current volunteer who I am replacing, there is a problem with sand storms in the summer. But not to worry, he said he'll give me his ski goggles for protection. Awesome.

The town speaks mainly Berber, although everyone seems to speak Arabic, and surprisingly, a good amount of people speak English as well. I continue to find the amount of different languages spoken to be amazing. There are kids here who are fluent in 3 languages or more and are the same age I was when I first began speaking English well.

The bus ride down here is an adventure in itself in which I should comment on briefly. It took me about nine hours total and was beautiful in that we went right through the High Atlas Mountains. If only I could have stopped thinking about Babel... When in Errachidia I was able to practice my Arabic by figuring out how I was getting to Tinjdad. I found a public bus to take me there, and had to stand for nearly the entire hour long ride. As uncomfortable as it was, it was a really cool experience(common PC theme).

As for Halloween in Morocco, it was better then I had ever imagined the celebration of a holiday in country in which it doesn't exist could be. We carved Moroccan pumpkins(which are crazy looking oval gourds), and dressed up for a costume party. I was diarrhea and a fellow PC counterpart was Pepto Bismal...which is a lot funnier if your in the PC. We even got our Arabic teachers and staff to dress up, although they must have thought we were pretty strange. To me it seems like Halloween to an outside makes slaughtering a lamb for a holiday look like a normal thing.I am now off for an action packed week of figuring out the basics of my site. I shall be updating on this info soon, EnShaLlah.

So you remember that thing I said about time flying by and the past month feeling more like a year? Well this week was that phenomenon on crack. I have been busier than I can remember myself ever being, and have been challenged just as much. When I say challenged, I am referring to the 40 children and the job assignment I was given to teach them all English activities that will allow them to burn off steam and learn simultaneously. In addition, we had to create lesson plans for the more advanced students, which was difficult in they are at very different levels, and we had a very minimal amount of time to work with. On top of that, we have been really cracking down on language training since the end of CBT is in the incredibly near future (Sunday).On top of all that, the week became truly crazy when the host mother of one of my PC counterparts passed away. It really took everyone by surprise, especially because she had seemed relatively healthy just a week prior to when it happened. So, yet another intercultural experience for us to observe…what happens when someone dies. Basically it included most of the town gathering around the house where she had lived(which happened to be located right next to where we had been taking language classes) and mourning…her body was brought to the house, along with a lamb to be slaughtered. The PC staff decided it was a good idea for us to leave in such a situation, and thus we were evacuated back to Fes a few days before the other CBT groups. Despite all of the challenges we have faced in our CBT group of 5 people, one thing has become apparent…at this point, we are certainly ready for a lot. One thing that I forgot to mention about in my last entry was Leid Sgr, the Muslim holiday that immediately follows Ramadan. This was fun and overwhelming at the same time, like many of the experiences I have had thus far. It started with waking up early and eating a giant breakfast consisting of an incredible amount of pastries. I was then taken to the roof and was told to bring my guitar. My older brother and his friends brought a hooka up and we spent about 2 hours playing music, smoking hooka, eating pastries, and making interesting Darjish conversation. My LCF and 2 of my counterparts joined me and were dressed up in classic Moroccan dress, thus making me obligated to do the same(note pic). This was followed by spending the remainder of the day walking around the town and visiting the host families of the other volunteers. By visit I mean sitting down and at each house, eating pastries, and drinking lots and lots of tea (otherwise known as Moroccan Whiskey…if you are sitting down in a Moroccan household, chances are you will have a cup in front of you). Alright, I suppose that’s enough for now…I look forward to having a consistent schedule in the near future, and for things to be a little less insane so I can give more consistent, more organized entries. Halloween is right around the corner, which should be a very interesting experience in a country where its unheard of, with other Americans who are planning on going all out in celebration regardless. Until next time…